The Day After Tommorow

signs

2009-05-05T07:44:00.006+08:00

since a thousand years from the last time i blogged.
i'm like damn emo now....
its like 7.44AM now. obviously i didnt slp through the night.
thinking abt tons of stuffs.

i need to get over somestuffs/someone/somethings
and all the stuffs/people/things that i had gotten over, have to get over me.
= almost impossible.

first and for all, a list of things i have done /and going to do.

went flyer.with love one. spent massive amount of time taking pictures then romance kicks in. spent lots of money over nothing.bags, clothes, pants, petrol, etc... everyday stuffs. preparing myself for a getaway.phuket? maybe.buying either a new PC/XBOX/PS3/WII/SCV.so freaking bore and decided that i might purchase all 5. LOL. went to someone's house to look at a pure white huskey/husky.aunt's colleague's house actually, and its damn freaking NICE!. but i basically shitted on my pants because of the other hound dog. recieved my army enlistment letter.oct 7th ,hurray after my 21st, and just in time for my sis wedding. recieved a letter of acceptance from both nus and ntu. chosen nus mechanical. went cruise.with family and had a great time! unfortunately love didnt go. bought fishing rod THEN found out my uncle is a fishing prodigy.like a complete idiot in front of him. the day i bought the rods is the day of his bday and the day he went for a fishing competition celebrated half a year with love one. it was a surprise! ALMOST made new friends.wasnt really a social-able man to start with. i meant myself. threw millions of temper over nothing which ended up nothing also. so nothing really happened. anticipating a good friend is going to be back soon. its surppose to be a secret. deciding when on earth am i going to buy the robe/gown required at the grad. actually waiting for vinc's decision bought a new monitor.samsung lcd. damn nice effing cheap. sloved a printer problem with great help from mr li/lee.he is a total pro. had a small party at km.'s house.i was drunk. so cant rmb much. went to a boring carnival and saw interesting ppl.spend an innocent 50 bucks on.... hmmm... 2 cups of water a half a dozen of jelly eggs. helped aunt revamped her room. its now an official ROOM. started watching gossip girls. love forced me to!!!.LOL

pics on facebook. so up to you to explore.

damn bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

ULTRA

2008-12-31T17:21:00.003+08:00

had been ultra busy for the past whole week.
didnt even really have time to celebrate christmas.
so did a small christmas thingy over at gf's house.
where there are tons and tons of food.
i dont even dare to eat ham now. lol. due to memory game.
had dinner exchange gifts and watched jackass. everything lasted for like few hours.
then went straight to bed.
the worst thing is that i still have to do my fyp and 3 others projects and study a test the next day. LOL.
good thing is that everything is organized now and projects are progressing.
so only left with FYP.
next week is spinnovex. meaning; no slping, more report writing, and tons of final touches to be done. nab.
and our fyp has to hung up first due to the size. ZZzzZZz.
time to sleep more talk less. bye.

YEAH!.

2008-12-21T13:34:00.004+08:00

been damn damn damn busy lately.
went to celebrate ni bday
went to eat with ni and her parents.
went to watch bolt, the day the earth stood still, twilight and yes man
[in bold means damn nice]
went to NRA concert!
[damn damn nice la., Took pic with jas, weeter and vinc. LOL finally.]
went to fly our SHAWK.
went to grandma BBQ thingy.
[grandma sang in front of like the whole community LOL]

i dont think i even have time for christmas celebration!.
LOL. spino is coming real soon. and our team has tons of reports to be done.
most importantly... our plane flew!. LOL. so damn happy la!. LOL
so next week gonna be a die week. have to finish up 4 reports and study for a test.
LOL. so sorry honey! in advance for being too busy. erm.she sleeping right over
-------> here
alright thats all!.
LOVE YOU HONEY.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!.

LOL

2008-11-25T17:43:00.003+08:00

wow times passes over real fast.
been together with my love for like 2 plus months already!.
lol. its has been happy fun and surprising!.

i use to post only bad stuffs about me and my past gf
and gave the impression like we were like very bad.
truth is happy moments were kept to ourselves. lol
well that was the past so no point. lol.
just happy to see her moved on.
but i just realise my posts for her were like all complaining.
LOL. i shall start posting all good stuffs with my current one!. lol.

our plane didnt fly!. lol gonna try again this sat. hopefully it would. lol
tons of homework to do! mid sem test coming!. my week is packed. lol.
ni is off for a shoot now. so now mugging my work.
hopefully i can finish everything before she come over. but dont think possible.LOL

expose to reality

2008-11-09T11:50:00.002+08:00

SDZ. went over sp to watch dance ytd. everything was nice.
but heard it was better last year. lol. think weeter , vinc and xiang went through alot for this dance concert.xiang i dunno but weeter and vinc skipped dozens of classes to make things happen. so i'm really happy for all 3 of them! too bad didnt take pic with either one of them. sadded.

school. kind of lucky in school lately. cause lecturers are giving chances!. lol i was given a chance to redo 2 practs. catch up with millions of lectures, copy and hand up tutorials. so basically, all those stuffs i had missed are all covered!. lol. but i've yet to complete all. so busy busy busy!.

FYP, double busy! our plane is gonna fly soon. gonna fly gonna fly gonna fly.! lol tested taxi-ing in the car park last fri. kang turn on full power for lke 1 sec? lol the whole thing swing forward like anything. LOL. so at least we are convinced that it can ROLL. LOL. gonna lift some weight off the plane cause it really seem quite heavy. and i have report to write! but really kind of amazing to do such stuffs. LOL feeling so satisfied. lol anyway some general info of our fyp project. the lenght of the plane is longer then my height, and the wing span(from left wing tip to another) is abt 2.5-3 times my height. and my height is 1.83m LOL. so its damn huge. and you guys know the size of the "engine" running this huge chunk of foam? its no bigger than my palm size. LOL. madness!. LOL.
i'm no trying to boast my fyp. i'm just really damn happy and damn grateful for things to happen! so hopefully everything sails smoothly!.

28 nov, my ns medical and napfa test. zzzz. time to jog!.

baby!. thanks for being so supportive for me!. LOVE YOU!. no chance!. familiar?LOL no one could understand my current feeling state of happiness!. LOL. i think both of us gave in damn much to achieve what we currently have.
if our relationship is turning too mushy and you guys feel sick. feel free a change a channel. LOL
on the left nav bar got links to other blogs. lol eh this kind of feeling doesnt comes easy ok. lol. 'm gonna cherish it!.

friends. those guys whom know who heng yong is. there was a time he got together with a girl. he started to steered away from us. at first we complained, we nagged, we swear. but later on, we envy. and there is when i set my mind of what kind of relationship i'll be looking for in the future. the happiness in both of them, the way they look into their eyes. everything. the quarrels etc.
i dont wish to explain anything to anybody. i just wanna live my happy life.
if you dont like me. no. 1 bear with it, no. 2 dont give a damn about it, no. 3 stay out of it. i can stand people hating me but i cant stand people slandering me.

100th post

2008-10-30T03:01:00.004+08:00

yet another day.
well its 3 now. and i have a class at 8 tmr so i have wake up at 6.30-7
so basically i'm only left with 3 to 4 hours of sleep.
therefore dont think gonna sleep le.
i'm sweaty and i'm stung by dozen of bugs.
gonna bath straight after this post.

i'm getting immune/numb.
do anything you want to me. just rmb to feel happy after doing it.

i like it this way.

2008-10-27T04:54:00.004+08:00

just finish configuring my lappy. trying to make it look like a mac book. LOL. now it seems better than a mac book. as in terms of 'i using it' wise. mac is way too much better in application and graphics. but i think its good enough for my 3 year old junk. gonna pimp it further next week.
tons of work left undone!. how!. from now on i'm gonna do it bit by bit day by day. hopefully be able to catch up with lectures.
been wanting to watch e coffin since 2 days ago. but we watched high school and tropic thunder instead. LOL highschool was damn tiring as usual but everything was so damn nice. tom cruise was superb in tropic. didnt notice it was him until e last bit.lol well tropic was directed by ben stiller [male lead] so it explains the huge cast of super stars. like tom cruise(MI 1,2,3) ,robert downey(ironman guy) ,jack black(kungfu panda guy) ,and many more short feat. of stars like jeniffer love hewitt(2secs), and etc. vietcongs? chineses? LOL
attended steph's bday bbq over her place on fri. her sisters were damn cute! lol.played this twister game with them and we got our hands all over them!
ok it sounds wrong. around them.lol
baby tried to give me a 'surprise' on fri.but kinda fail again.lol she brought bubble tea and cookie to school for me!. how sweet!.erm.. i meant the cookies. LOL.
baby!. do you have a price tag or something? i'm gonna buy you away from your house! LOL. lame.

i love my kaixin.

2008-10-22T11:30:00.003+08:00

skipped school today!. no more skipping school.
from today onwards its gonna be a new me.
gonna listen in lectures, do all tutorials,
love my kai xin.

happy anniversary baby.
me love you.

payingattention.

2008-10-16T14:14:00.010+08:00

damn freaking bore and e extreme heat is scaling me!
just got home before sending baby to school.
missed 2 lessons in e morning due to e intense gravity of my bed
having a 2 hours break now, returning to school abt 3?
maybe having a steamboat thingy over at steph's place later on.
yummy time.

love baby love.

mygirlrocks.

2008-10-16T01:38:00.007+08:00

talking to baby now.
BUSY.
loves.

bewithme

2008-10-08T11:45:00.009+08:00

listening to michael buble simply doing nothing.
11.46am.

tried to help linette in her C++.
TRIED.

didnt go fyp again. kang kinda pissed.
but at least i have finished what i was told to do.
so hopefully our presentation was successful. spinnovex pls!.

both of us are sick. diarrhea and fever.
not going back to alexander for anything.
irks me up.
can your god transfer your misery to me?
at least i can see a radiant you.
love you baby.

still listening to buble. waiting for bi to wake.
11.59am

wth?!?!

2008-09-28T04:26:00.010+08:00

damn shag. actually gonna slp le.
but. haiz. dunno la.
is this what you really in for?

7 days le. got one big problem.
but can be sloved in time to come.
lol. relax one. just face it/them instead of shunning it

celebrate an early birthday with some friends.
at wala wala. didnt know one of my SP classmate works there. lol.
it was fun and happy.!
didnt asked everyone cause wanna make it a clique thingy.
just want a simple meal with friends who came a long way with me.
didnt get to invited all close ones but good enough.lol
pearlyn and st made me a frame of pictures!.
but got a photo of 2 person in the frame. quite weird. lol
PEARLYN LEE!. the card you wrote to me best.
guess what u wrote.[be assure that we would leave you.]
thanks uh. last time is [makes no difference in knowing you]
LOL. blur queen. LOL damn sad.

baby damn stress on that day.
nearly lost my phone, tio summon,mount kerb,accidentally hit me like 400 times.
bad day for her. lol.
HELLO EVERYTING NOT YOUR FAULT LO.
stress for what. ok except the hitting me thing.
silly.

watched mama mia today. damn nice. its a must watch show.
went to 6 ave to see some damn huge houses.
those mansion kind. damn massive. bth.
baby and i was saying we wont buy this kind of house.
too big. no point.
my type of house is good enough. HDB.nab.
got atm,polyclinic,swimming pool,etc.

attached.

2008-09-24T16:26:00.007+08:00

i think i need to change a new blog skin soon.
keeps having problems with firefox.

i'm lost.i'm tired.i'm damn happy.
trying my very best to maintain this bond.
really afraid that one day it might be gone.

although my birthday isnt here yet.
but it already is the best birthday ever.
you see its not the venue where my birthday is held.
is not abt how grand is everything.
is not abt who comes or dont.
is the heart.
just by looking at how much they put in
in helping to find the venue and planning everything
it really warms my heart lo.
like no one has ever done these much for me for like decades
ben told me something very touching also.
to him it may not be la. but to me it meant alot.
i really appreciate everything you all have did for me.
esp pearl st n kx.
love u 3 always.

haven really slept for the past few days.
my time management kinda out of control.
so a sleepy man is a grumpy man.lol
fyp keep making mistakes.
causing teammates to stay back for more work.
and main thing is that i wasnt really there when the deadline comes.
[our fyp is made by parts. so every parts has its own deadline.
so everyone is assign to certain parts. mine is wings.]

my leader has just assigned me with mission-i dont want!
haiz. i rather work 24 hrs sanding non stop than to do this.
haiz haiz haiz.

baby.
our love is in the mist of silence.
yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong.
we are very happy.
we are ready to face whatever shit.
the rest is just the 2 of us.
the trust and the love.
be with me.

suibiannilo.

2008-09-17T06:24:00.009+08:00

a happening month!. not exactly a month yet but almost there.

been to cheks birthday party over at steph's place, lots of ppl were there.

those rare species came popping up one by one.lol

e usual clique of 10 was present like finally.

normally e 10 only forms on st and ebon's bday or cny.

this year is kind of diff!. meeting up quite alot.

all thanks to e wonderful cum beautiful cum cute cum caring pearlyn.

most of the stuffs i would say was planned by her. of course with e help of st and etc.

e party was great. and went to pubbing later on.

as usual we play games and e king of music sang.[ben]

me kx and dom didnt drink coz we have to drive so. LL. drink coke.

another party was for hengyong. is kind of a farewell for him to e 3rd world land.[NS]

booked a chalet in batok. kind of ulu but damn damn nab. everything was great.

e view,e people,e chalet,e games,everything!.

had lots of fun though its only a 1 night thingy.

well hope he is having fun inside now. LOL.

mid autum celebration.

chilled somewhere within west coast park.

we burn e laterns instead of lighting it.

threw sparkles competing who can throw e furthest

i came in 1st but no prize was given. sianz.

wanna know who came in last?

ANDRIAN[any].LOL

malcom threw it for him. cause any have to go early.

think i miss out fun part cause st and i were late.

i had family gathering thingy.

almost daily rountine.

meet up with kx,st n pearlyn almost everyday for the past 2 weeks?

lol. damn fun and damn relax.

felt no stress when i'm out with them.

we just wander around singapore like 7 month ghosts.

sometimes we will wander pass derrick and pull him down to join us in hell. lol

had tons and tons of conversations. abt e past, present and future?

and all thanks to e 3 of them i went to my fyp.

i would credit st coz she's e most effective person tat can wake someone up.

pearlyn and kx cmi. LOL.

if u think my life sounds perfect. then u r wrong.

but i've learn to let go some stuffs and be contented.

so now i'm grateful with what i have and putting what i dont have aside.

no one is prefect in this world.

even a past time arch enemy can be a friend

i believe one day i'll be accepted as a friend

again.

hopefullly.

i dont wish as much as before. but all i want/need is a chance.

i am who i am and like/detest me for what i am.

u wont know e feeling of being condem by a friend whom u thought is the best.

well i know now. and it sucks.

r u as perfect? i care less. all i know is that u r a friend.

again. no one is perfect.

sui bian ni lo

quoted fom someone. forever using it.

am i stupid or am i wise. i have really zero idea what i'm doing now.

that feeling. ambiguous kind of feeling. like eating a dark choc.

damn bitter. but u like it that much.

rumors are scary!. omg.

i might have a phobia in asking girls for supper le.

LOL. very vague right? not obvious right?

u know i know can le. lol.

oh!. pearlyn made a powerpoint silde for e 10!

damn nice. like it so much. is good to know some that care so much.

THANK YOU!.

friends.

2008-08-26T18:36:00.005+08:00

lol. for the past few week i'm damn damn busy man!.
no.1 exams are damn packed! tml is my last paper.
no.2 friends. keep going out and out nonstop.com
linette had to go to the states. so went out with linette and sometimes shirl be4 linette is gone for like forever?. lol
for thise whom dunno who linette is. look at the pic on the right. its her.
gave her a little surprise when she's in the airport.
driven all over the place in sin. eat like 12000 calories per day? lol
then met up with cheks,pearlyn,andrain and gang they all at least 10 of us per trip. lol
went ecp. carl's jr. went the mount faber bridge thingy. and blah blah blah.
worst thing is that i have to come back after everything and still study till morning!.

damn hot tempered this few days. think too much stress. lol
ytd got a summon for season parkin. damn the lot is painted in white la!.
how i know!. sianz.....

chek bday coming!. lol. party time.

FRIENDS???

2008-07-19T11:46:00.004+08:00

AH!!!!... damn bore. its sat! and i'm still at home!. god!... should i go out and do a shopping spree likewhat kx did ytd!?!? lol. damn tempted to buy lots of stuffs!.so think its time for me to find a job. lol. have been thinking whether or not to go ben's place to work or work in the zoO!. lol. not cleaning up shit oK!. lol. i can be the ticketing guy. then from there i can know more ppl. and create a new circle of friends lol. kind of sick of current bunch of friends. in SP everyone seemed to be very very seperated. some work, some engross in cca,some simply lazy to do everything. so all of them are like kind of boring. zero bonding. as for my sec sch friends. all of them seems to be very random. some working really crazily. some have too much friends to care abt everyone.some simply dun bother to care. kind of feeling life sucks.anyway,surposingly meeting linette today for another round of battling the books. but she's down with throat infection. so.... movie time!. lol. tons of movies to be watched at home!. lol.dun think i'll have the time to finish everything,but but but i still have to go threatres for batman!. critics have gone up to 4.5 to 5. sounds great right!.sadly the joker in the show has died, but many has praised his performance in the movie to be the best ever. so... i think he died with honor. GUYS its a must watch show!. even for the girls!. lol. ok.. i'm done writing. think i'll have to complete some of my projects tonight and start studying tomorrow for my test on wednesday.CIAO!.

FUNFRIDAY

2008-07-12T15:33:00.008+08:00

this week is both disastrous and fun.ytd got a aircraft power plant II test. sure die. section b was almost full marks i think but its only 30 marks, the MCQ was 70 marks. i only have confident in 3 qns out of 35,so its 6 marks. wahahah the rest? roll dice lo.lol. i study so much for the test and yet the qns they came out in MCQ was like not relate to what i have studied. need thorough understanding then can answer.everyone was like WTF la. die die die. before the test, went studying for like 3 hrs during the break then shanwei say something damn interesting. cause our book is an aircraft book, so it has the drawings of engines and its writes AIRCRAFT POWER PLANTS on it. the he says this kind of book is to shelf on the most obvious place in your room. so that when new year comes relatives will be like WAH... lol. then when we need to bring the book to school, dont put it inside your bag, MUST hand carry, then while on bus or mrt flip to those page where there has the most chim picture or diagram then start pointing here and there and mumble abit. lol. we laugh till we almost cried.

after all those laughing i ask shanwei why did he bought the book, since he isnt going to read it anyway and even if he reads it he wont pass. he was like pause then he say next time when he sell chicken rice he can read.then the customers will like WAH. LOL. damn funny la. i mean if you were to be present at that time you will laugh la. then his face like slack slack bo chap bo chao kind damn funny. i'll be posting class photo soon FIRST time take class photo la although not everyone was there. but... ya... lol.

after school went home change then go ebon and shuting's birthday. chek drives steph's car then fetch us to cityhall for dinner with kx,st,ebon,pearl,ailing,steph,chek,ben,adrain,and one more guy forget what's him name le.only me,ben,cheks and steph was in the car.we went to eat cafe cartel, food is damn normal but kinda cheap la so balance it out. after the meal went to drink. chek and steph got to go, ben have to go too so... then andrain and that guy rides bike so no drinking for them. then the only guy left was me. with 5 girls. guess what peiling joined us around 11 plus then ebon's cousin came 2 girls. so in the end 1 guy 8 girls. sounds cool huh!.
i told them i'm like the only guy in the world. all of them are like 'i rather die' LOL.wahaha drink like fuck!. esp me and st and kx. we keep playing the hai dai ah hai dai. wahaha then five ten. damn high. haha for me was damn fun la. cause you dont get to drink with 8 girls that often. but if more guys were there it would be even more fun. like ahlong,chek all those. too bad.... dunno where kx got the chivas from. then bought a martell and beers!. bill didnt exceed 200 thanks to kx's chivas. oh. they make me sing wu ding, i cant sing at original key la. so ya. made a fool out of myself. wahaha. pics will be posted soon in friendster or facebook or here.

last monday.

went to IMM with my 2nd sis. actually wanted to go suntec. but our car is a weekend car la. so only can drive after 7pm. then the nokia shop closes at 8 my sis tried la but halfway i say ah bo go IMM dun really think we can make it.lol we bought breakfast for the week, hotdogs and bacons. most imptly we bought ICECREAM.!!

this icecream is super ultra yummy la. esp the blue one!.

when i was sick.

rmb i said i was sick last week?my parents when out to buy dinner for me after work. i was kind of touch la. so decided to post this!. haha. THANK YOU MI and LAO BEI.

its frog leg porridge.

BOOBS

2008-07-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

studied ytd,swimmed and cycled today. damn damn tired. went to a condo to swim. its my sec sch principal's condo. haha mr hang. their pool is great,no babes but boobs. huge ones. wahaha and lots of bbq happening. and there is this very nice indian food just outside the condo. but very inaccessible. cab here cab there.glad there's no extra charge on cabs today. watched 21. was quite a good show. quite intelligent. counting cards huh. lol. gonna have test next week so study time!.

total breakdown.

2008-07-02T20:55:00.014+08:00

last weekend was fulfilling.I went out with xiao qiang on sat.to vivo.we watched wanted.a great show i would say.angelina jolie is damn pretty and i like her very much!. although she was nude in certain shows before. but i think that is what makes her so provocative. then i went to study on sun with linette and gekmin. finish most of my tutorials. so time is spend usefully. then the 3 of us went orchard to watch movie. again. we watched penelope. damn damn nice la!. while watching the show i find he male lead actor very very very familar. but dunno where have i seen him before. so i went to wiki that guy.. guess what! he is the same male lead in wanted!.. piangz. monday went swimming alone. now damn dark but skin is starting to shed think i will become white soon. i think the sun is too strong feel so weird in the night then next morning DIE. fever. then still act smart go to sch do project. tues night which is ytd night shoot to near 40 degrees then my mum rush me to a nearby hospital. bill is $106! and i got like 6 medicines to eat lo. damn jialat. bth.

then mother whip up something damn nice. although abit bitter but its something i like la. hahaha its ginseng!. wahahaha damn nic.damn damn ex also

one quater of this little can cause $150 its like WTF!.
here are some of the pics from previous entries.

abt 2 weeks ago i was trying to get more ice then the ice maker thing suddenly break. then mother was like wtf. can u be more gentle with things. well i'm speechless lo. i dunno why it breaks also. wahaha. then i kept laughing then try to get away with it.

dad's birthday. mum COOK!. damn long nv eat mother's food le. damn nice la!. got wings,curry,crabs[crab wasnt ready when i took the pic.],my sis ta bao horfan and hokkien mee. and SATAY!.lavish meal i would say.

mother cooking crabs! wahaha well its a sumptuous feast

thats the cupcakes i baked, i design! i think its damn nice la!.wahaha. those empty ones are for my grand parents. cause they cannot eat sweet stuffs.

GRANDPARENTS!.oldest of us all. wahaha. granddad going for bohemian feel. wahaha

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

2008-06-28T04:09:00.002+08:00

YEAH!..
my blog like become damn long. hahaha damn nice. loving it more and more. and the new song is damn chill feel so relax. wahaha. thats i wan u to feel. pls pls dun view my blog using firefox. it doesnt work well with it.
damn tired!. its 4 now! and i still have to meet xq tml. dun think going to swim tml.
oh and something i dun like to do. i dun like to call up and meet for stuffs.... hate it la.. i rather bored to death or rot at home till death than to beg ppl to go out. as in i dun beg la.. like keep calling or asking whether ppl wan to do this wanna do that like dunno wat like that. damn sianz... not as if i really need you or wat.
kind of enjoying the one person thing more and more. can really do whatever u want and dun have to think abt other ppl's opinion. haha damn nice.
i dun need alot of frens just a few will do. thats why i'm always anti social. damn sian to entertain ppl. dun like the feeling.
i shall lead a fun single life.

GSS.

2008-06-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

fyp is killing me.its taking more than what i think i would have.
its eating into my leisure time. i cant go anywhere.
and paying attention in class is draining my concentration while i'm outside.
might get hit by some cars somedays. lol.
things to be done by this week.
now is officially friday.and i need to:
-get a list of what i have taken from my dad's shop for my fyp,
price and etc...
-go NOKIA service centre to get my lousy phone fixed.
- write my fyp report
- buy vichy facewash.
- go IMM's spectacle hut to fix my spects.
- write critics for my cca to get my pts.
- finish up my boating theory test.
- communicating skills for work online quiz.
- watch wanted
ALL BY THIS WEEK.
3 days to go.
god saves the queen.

stop.
ok i went cycling this week.discovered some shortcuts,new routes.
kind of surprising. and of course fun. but i was alone. lol.
but actually alone is better cause u dun have to wait nor make others wait.
what else.....
oh... passed a boating theory test. 82.5 wahaha. damn common sense test.
GSS NOW!
eh...didnt really have the mood to go out and shop.
and what i want isnt really cheap so better stay home.
i wanna buy. a camera? maybe sony. i wanna take pics wherever i go.
still considering a ps 3 or a xbox 360 stuff. but kind of busy to play all this
boring stuffs. and i dun wanna to be too engross with the game things.
buy new jeans? maybe g star?? or ax. cutting is damn nice.
the cuttings and material are worth the price.
just wanna buy one or 2 more jeans. kind of have more than 10 jeans
in my house lying all over the place. and some needs to be altered big time.
so TIME TO THROW STUFFS!...
i dun like to keep old clothes. i only throw those which have holes on them.
those o piang ones become my house clothes. my sis was like wah.
wear ax and polo t at home ah. u swim too much and some water get in ur mind?
once again. i'm not rich.. those were some gifts from last time. which turn outs that
some of them are still damn new cause they dun suit me at all.
maybe will go out someday to buy some shirts and tees too.
after all those cleaning up n clearing out. lol.
pls to all viewers. every strand of silk or whatever material worths a penny.
so if u see 50% sales or shirts at 19.90 pls dun buy.
maybe it can last u for 6 months? or there's some problems with the cutting.
and piles of shirts dun stay in shops for no reasons.
if they dun go u dun buy. as simple as that.
and stuff in sales are mostly stuffs left untouch for SEASONS.
if u r going to buy something during GSS. pls buy the branded stuffs.
those U.P. $999 now $499 CAN BUY!.
anything below 50 bucks. better dun touch. lol.
those damn handsome and pretty guys and girls looks good
in whatever they are wearing. so dun compare.
the least u can do if u are average looking is to have something authentic.
branded stuffs are expensive because they make u look good in them.
it's time to save money.
OH!. i wanna buy bag. my timbuk2 is getting bloodly common.
and timbuk2 is a cyclist bag so if u r not a cyclist. dun buy.
pls. dun make it more common.
once again. mine is from USA. authentic.
MADE IN SAN FRANCISCO.
NOT VIETNAM
i shipped it over. so dun compare mine with the others.
my next bag would be freitage.
damn damn ex. bth. its made from recycled material. so u can call it a dustbin.
thats what i call it. save the earth.
i need to buy maybe 3 shoes, 2 for going out and one for running.
maybe i'll buy a boots. as in nice boots. not those cheapskate army boots tat i have.
maybe a new watch? kind of sick of normal watches.
oh!. for those who wants to buy a watch and u r damn rich.
buy a watch brand watch. like panerai,breitling and etc.
if u still dun understand watch brand watch. ROLEX!.
stop buying addidas la DKNY,GUESS. not as good.
but for those poor ones like me. bo bian lo. wait for buy one get one free.
lol. and if u buy a watch which worth more than 300 bucks. make sure it is automatic.
or chronograph. normal battery watches dun worth that much.

one last impt thing while shopping. bring friends along. u might make wrong judgement.
pls dun bring those ulu ulu ones. or nerdy ones.

aiyo... hands damn itchy le. wanna shop!.
but cant!!! still got debts to clear.lol. gonna wait till next seasonal sales le.
time to sleep!. nights.

i dont regret for anything i have done.

2008-06-22T01:32:00.004+08:00

i just wrote something abt my love life
for like 2 hours. but i just deleted it.
cause i wanna keep it to myself.

i didnt gave my ex gohyiling a good reason
why i broke up with her.
she was really good to me towards the end.
she was a great friend to her frens before
but not while she's with me. coz time and stuffs.
she couldnt handle both at the same time
relationship and friends.
always too many bf too little frens or
too many frens too little bf.
plus her work, school and family time.
she cant really manage.
so i backed out.
not only for her and for myself.
i couldnt love you and dont have u at the same time.
i always wanted more from you.
i always complain.
i always am selfish.
but i always do whats best for you
maybe whats best for you isnt the best afterall.
but i hope that u can understand.
no bf in this world will wanna put their gf in harms way.
so whatever that i have said to you before
meant well.

all i can say is no one is to be blame.
and seeing u having great times with ur frens make me felt at ease.
so hope u can have a great life ahead.
and all the best.

almost 3

2008-06-20T02:49:00.003+08:00

kinda boring.
life is dull
waiting for ellen show
@ 3 a.m

no idea wat to do tml
tons to study
zero studied.

swam today
24 laps
spent today.
70 bucks.

really nothing much left to do at home
damn bored.
can go out.
but damn lethargic

hopefully this weekend can be good.
or else i gonna rot.
with my books.

i shall go bye.
an angel brought heaven to my heart

WEIRDO

2008-06-15T03:23:00.002+08:00

eh.. changed new link!
haha.
if those whom are very very free
pls go change the link.
thanks.

cant seems to do my report
a/c powerplants II
no.1 dunno
no.2 very diffcult
no. 3 lazy

next.
should i change my msn too?
cause i got a new mail which is
quekchenhua@gmail.com
or should i create another one?
like
quek.ch@hotmail.com?
its same as my sp email.
any ideas?

oh ya.
i watched lian kong.
damn nice show.
i watch it while i'm in china.
yiling gave me the link.
for those who dunno
she's my ex.
now we r frens.
we just dun tok.
as in i dun tok to her.
coz i need some time away
from her.
its the same for everyone else.
so...
ya its like a tradition.
maybe after a few years then tok.

ok back to the show.
i practice something i watch from the show.
i deleted all my contacts.
only those whom i rmb their no.
or damn close.
otherwise all gone.
coz.
if they were my frens they will call me.
if they are close frens i should rmb their no.
but my memory isnt that great so i cheated a little.
i can only rmb my family.
i cant rmb my dad's
lol
but he always calls.
so. nvm.
chekwye
ben
ahlong
weechee
meng
thats all i think.
so i kept quite alot.
haha
those alethia la
ashely la
kennie la
all gone.

hmmm...
oh when out drinking on tuesday.
meng POP
means he out of that tiny petit island
me
weechee
meng
meng's gf
meng's gf's 2 frens
went liquid kitchen
i dun like drinking.
as in now.
i might prefer
liquor ?
red n wine wine?
ice wine?
not very sure myself.
maybe a bottle or 2 of beer is fine too

wed.
family outing
celebrating
my big sis bday
2nd sis bday
cousin bday(2yearold 25kg)
father's day
its a damn big thing.
everyone in my family got down.
i baked cupcakes.
kind of fail.
stirred too long.
but apperance is 100 marks.
everyone is like wah...
photos in
friendster
or facebook.
photo r not with me yet
so wait.

oh.
a junior of mine is attached.
i dun feel sad nor bad
i felt happy.
SEE.
i have no feelings for her!.
haha

ok i rmb something!.
those whom i called for help on tuesday.
u r all idiots.
bake cupcakes cannot for sis HUH!.
MUST IT BE ME GOING AROUND
CHEATING LITTLE GIRLS HUH!
haha.
everyone first reaction says the same thing!.
tmd.
even chewye.
steph.
peiling.
everyone!.
candace
xiaoqiang.
EVERYONE!.
idiotics......

stop.
friday went yishun.
just to swim.
its like wtf.
guess wat
waited for like
30mins?
angry.
my fren was slpin.
WAH.
i scolded him.

after swimming session.
amkhub.
a long time no see place.
watched the hulk.
really nothing else to be done.

next week.
made of honor.
with joling.
not comfirm.

preventing myself
from town
lots of sales.
damn broke already.
saving now just to payup
getting out from poverty
v soon.

guess tml will be cycling day.
shall cycle to.....
no idea yet.

alright.
since i'm damn free now.
i will do something
abt my blog
the links at the side looks damn messy.
and maybe.....
a step at a time.

2008-06-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

got lots in my mind
my heart
my soul
something just needed to be
ejected.

y nv change blogskin?
coz i dun get sick of things easily.
i just love the way it is.
the pic.
the border.
the contrast of colours.
just love everything.
ok maybe not the song.
and i hate to steal other ppl's skin
ok use.

i wanna change the
anime-revolution thingy.
sound soooooooo.
still dun have any idea how.
and dun really bother to change.
coz ppl dun type they click.
coz of the link thingy.

a sudden weirdness.
coz i'm like toking to
SHIRLEEN.
god saves the queen.
like so afraid to say something wrong
...lol...
ok... toking as in msn.
i wan to tok.
but.
nvm.

ok..
BOOK.
kind of angry.
coz it has something to do with my trust
me and clem.
hope clem dun blame me.
not my fault really.
ok.. maybe i trust the wrong person.
but i knw clem will forgive me.

next
baking.
called around 20 ppl?
cupcakes.
sis birthday.
damn nice.
damn thick.
too thick.
shit.
but..
not really appreciated.
so no next time.

friends.
i say everything i see.
i smell.
i do.
i feel.
i dun make up stuff.
i dun act.
if i tell u something.
u can refuse to believe.
but its true.
not that i'm correct.
its just some facts.
i care for everything everyone say abt me.
coz i really care
i wanna change
but i'm persistant to certain things.
i use to care alot abt 'face'.
but now.
not really.
i dun mean totally zero.
i still do.
but dun really care le.
i like useful comments.
i hate it when stupid ppl say stupid stuffs.
esp smart ppl say senseless stuff.

next.
hengyong bday.
he went fishin in yatch!.
with lots of his frens.
damn envy.
i'm not invited.
haha.
we r not damn close now.
or i am not fun enough.
or i'm too irritating.
or too boring.
so i dun blame.
i knw myself.
i wish i can have one too.
haha.. sound so happening.
damn ENVY.
haha.

next.
AIYO. i'm still toking to her.
haha.
sooo.....
weird....
hahaha.

ok... stop.
i got lots of ppl i knw.
not all considered frens.
close one.
considered non.
but those who knw me well.
quite alot.
my best listener i would say
my sis.
2nd sis.
good buddies come and go.
i tell my stuff to everyone.
whom wants to listen.
not to get sympathy
i just dun want other to restep into my path.
kind of stupid right.
i always listen to ppl and their views.
but none got into my mind.
i just take the easier way out.
i forget pain easily.
esp when broke up.
but i rmb those moments.
those happy ones.
with each and everyone of u
be it gf, fren,those i like but not my gf.
like as though they are engrave in my mind.
i rmb ppl like shirleen...and others

sry vanessa.
i dream of her when u are lying next to me in the night.
i'm shock too.
dun ask why.

i must restated.
i dun like her anymore.

ok. i'm done writing.
oh... something wrong with my
MS words.
can anyone help?

realize

2008-06-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

i feel...
empty...
like something missing.
something familiar.
getting use to it.
so.. nvm...

back from china.
long time ago.
cold.
fun.

went cycling.
105km.
malaysia.
fun.
damn tired.
bth.

going to the flyer soon.
as in..
boarding the flyer.
with a junior.
a girl.
dun like her.
too young.
not interested,
just like a sister.
not my type,
so.. dun think other ways guys.

been AROUND the flyer.
nothing much.
really nothing much.
food is bad,
shopping is limited.

been swimming lately.
20 laps.
slow.
tired.
once per week.

fyp.
damn busy.
global hawk.
damn fun.
damn satisfying.
wing team.

driving,
4.01
finishing.
tp,
august.

learning squash,
from a junior.
linette.
same.
not my type.
so.
u should knw.

bought new watch.
buy 1 get 1 free.
nice.
class.
getting another one.
but ex.

new song.
as in.
my library.
bleeding love.
nab.
no promise.
nab too.

i fallen in love with a song.
a song that reminds me of u.
ironically.
a song u cant forget becoz of him.
shirleen.
dun like her le.
not anymore.
since sec 5.
dun rem.
coz i tried.
thats all.
.

gonna buy new wallet.
dunno wat to get.

sick.
3 days.
feel bad.
sucks.

new cca.
food connoisseur club.
fun.
food.
nice.
cca point.

holiday start le
nothing much in mind.
lots to do.
fyp,
project,
test,
letter,
driving.

sometimes.
i just wanna be alone.
so dun get into my life.
and stop trying to.
wat over is over.

eccentric behavior lately.
too sick maybe.

nothing else to say,
thats all.
dunno wats e pt writing so much.
just bored.
bye.

2007-11-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

DARLING GOH YILING!!!!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
MUACKZ!!!!...

pls do not press the link. VIRUS.

busy busy busy

2007-09-27T18:15:00.000+08:00

sch reopen lo!!!..
hahaha...2 projects on hand already...
kinda boring at sch...
need to wake up early in the morning
but skip sch today..
skip morning only...
hahaha.

ytd bought a few stuffs to enhance
the shiokness of my room
spend lots of time with dear.
dear dear u r the best!!!!

i love u!!!!
lets get married...

my pursuit of happÿness

2007-09-17T04:01:00.000+08:00

my dear sch starts tml!!!
tml also my FTT.wahahahaha
hope i will pass.
hahahaha
this holiday happen lots and lots of stuffs man
hahahahaha.
but i hope all the unhappy ones wont come back!!!
wahahaha.
just took out 3 of my wishdom tooth in one shot
pain till gonna faint hahaha.
till now still cannot eat hard stuff. my mum dun let me go out.
i cant enjoy my last week of holiday!!!
think dun care.
wanna spend it with my DARLING!!!
MY BIRTHDAY COMING!!!!
$$$$$$$$
so is ah long's birthday.
hahahah
recently also get back my results
wahahaha. like damn good. dunno why
think juz lucky hahaha.
but still lose to kenneth by 0.002
oh and also today recieve airforce letter
asking me whether wanna sign bond.
sumthing like tat
hahahahaha.haven tell my dear yet.
think need to discuss with her.
hahahah i everythin in my life now
i discuss with my love.
wahahaha like really my wife like tat
wahahaha
last week also played mahjong with dear and 2 other frens
play whole night sia!!!
hahaha win few dollars.
hahahaha
dear like addicted.lol.
recently also heard the most ridiculous words in my life
hahahaha.so cock.
think of it i wanna laugh lo.hahahaha
but dun wanna say out. like very offending.
hahahaha
some hints, unneccessary and pressurize.
WAHAHAHAHA.
ouch..cant laugh so much....
didnt really knw there is this type of person on earth
wahahaha.maybe nv come across.
wahahaha.

this week cause of chalet and my tooth thing
my dear keep acc me.
really feel sooooooooooo GOooOOooOoodDddDdDd
nv been better in mylife hahaha
i get so high for gpa also not that happy.
think she is the one le....
whahahaha i'm just kidding.
wahahahahahahahahahaha
at least we dun quarrel anymore.
at least without someone's existance
wahahaha.JK!!!!.... i am giving pressure already.
i dun mean it man.
wahahahaha.
oh ya... darling damn lucky can go balaclava!!!
i also wanna go!!!
they say got lots of babes.
wagaga..opps.
this coming week have to
-meet up with old frens
-go mid autum thingy with WC
-get my stitches off
-meet my darling
-choose gems
-decide the bonding thing with rsaf
but most impt still meet my darling
hahahaha
gohyiling is not like a fren to me
i cant live without her
but i can live without my frens
cause i knw my frens will always be there for me.
thats true frens...
but i dun think i have any
wahahahahaha.
so i shall concentrate all my time on.....
GOHYILING!!!!...
i shall go find a high pay job and force you to quit
davis wahahahah
u'll be my housewife.
wahahaha

feel so weird without her....
dear seeyou!!
i'm like totally in love!!!....

something to say to someone.
give urself and give other a chance to truely fall in love again.
maybe u already had urs.but let others have it too
be it good or bad.
jus love like u can nv love again
so that u will have no regrets.
dun blame others for not loving u
blame urself for not letting others to love you.

gonna slp le... say too much bullshit
if the person whom i wan to read this
reads it.
i believe it will be distorted into other meanings.
so no point.hahaha

i love gohyilingx10000000000to the power of 1000000000000

REACTION !!!

2007-08-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA FINalLy EXAMS OVER!!!!!

oh ya... in my blog...
i always write those things abt my gf... mostly bad...
because i know she will read and understand...
some words are difficult to bring out face to face
or through voice
msg only can write abit.
so i choice to blog it out.
and my gf understands
and i blog out i can also knw whether i'm right or wrong.

i dun really like to write the fun things
we did
we eat
we went
and etc...
cause i wan somethings special among the 2 of us...
i dun like everyone to knw our happy moments.
I DUN WRITE DOESN'T MEAN DUN HAVE.
we have lots of happy moments.
we write in a book la. then both of us can see.wahahaha
ppl who knw me well,will knw wat kind of person i m
no point explaining and have a tag war right.haha.
i am at fault also la for not blogging more happy moments.

so... it is a fact that i dun hate my gf.
and i love her alot.
so mysterious person stop tagging those things pls.
i am asking u poiltely.
so pls stop ok.. thanks for ur comments indeed.
i really realise alot of things lately.
i am not trying to be saca
but i'm really thankful.
to candace,long,elaine,anonymous=sharon=Lavendersky=LuV~4EvAxX.

i already check ur ip add and
i got ur house number already.
i dun wish to look up ur address in the yellowpages.
(i cant do anything to u anyway,i'm just curious who u r.)
stop doing all these can?? we can be frens.
u can always add me in steve_quek1988@hotmail.com
we can talk things out.

recently see my gf frens. i dunno i'm unfriendly or wat
i like dun tok to her frens one.
wahaha i m SHY!!!.
i always speak from my mind
so i scare i say something wrong
so might as well shut up right...
later offend her fren more jialat.
wahahaha. i think i need to knw them one by one.
wahahaha.

hope everyone of my frens can score good GRADEs!!!
ppl like.erm..
ah long,cw,ben,candace,xq,lijun,jodi,ppl from tan family,
cindy,jo,kimo??,mich,kx,ailing,
PEARLYN,adi,awc,meng can find a good job,
ppl who sees my blog!!!
AWC i wanna meet u,with adi and meng....

ONE MOST IMPT PERSON in my life,
MISS GOH YILING,
all my words meant well,
i knw u "understand"wahaha
i really wanna thanks U!!!!
encourage while i am in exams!!!
nag me to wash my leg,bath.
BTH.hahaha.
we shall go overseas someday.
wahaha.MUaCkS.
i already plan quite a few stuffs for u.
so dun envy cheryl.
u will get ur surprise.

baby

2007-08-22T04:09:00.001+08:00

Wow its been a while since I last blog.
Blogging now cause cant slp. Its 4am.
Later I have a test at 2p.m I’m fucked.
Tml have another paper.
Piangz… BTH!!!... so many papers
Hmmm actually 4 only.haha.but its killing me!!!

Recently I dunno said how many times I wanna break to my gf.
Hmmm…. Sometimes I really can’t stand her doing stupid stuffs
Or irresponsible stuffs.

But she is a v good gf la.no doubt at all.
Its not that I bear to break up with my gf
Its just that
I dun bear to see us so unhappy
I dun bear seeing myself saying her or scolding her.
I dun bear to see both of us cry.
BUT IN THE END LEHZ.
Nv break.hahahaha.
So can be considered nothing happened.
I just hope that she will wake up.
and understands haha.
Love is a funny thing.
I need time to think abt this.
Love is just a word without feelings.
I dun wan to hear ur love.
I wan to feel it.
Love is. Trust?responsibility?care and concern?
I totally believe in Karma
wat u do is wat u get in return.
God is fair.

GOHGOHGOH!!!muackz.

lets go buy ur jolin stuffs on thursday dear.

and who the fuck is darc!!!

more and more guys names coming up already.

2007-08-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

erm. recently happened a few stuffs.
but i dun wish to tok abt it..

ok... hmmm.. watched alot of movies recently.
-alone
-secret
-simpson
-flash point
-invisble target
-harry potter
-ratatouille(coming soon but watched already)
-The Last Legion(coming soon but watched already)
-dejavu
-surfs up
-vacancy
-knocked up
-music and lyrics
-mr bean's holiday
-open season
-goal 2
-hostel 2(coming soon but watched already)

quite alot eh...some of them are old movies.
just brought them out to watch...
thats is why i keep going late for school for this 2 weeks.
wahaha.
haha... but still feel like watching alot of shows.
like

-national treasure 2
-The Bourne Ultimatum
-License To Wed
ETC... alot la....
think gonna watch alone...
watch alone maybe better..haha

OH YA..any friends of mine who wants to study
PLEASE CONTACT ME!!!...
cause i have been finding ppl to study with me.. but
everyone seems to be busy..hahaha. so if wanna study
pls call 9789....

my gf will not be accompanying to study.
so dun tag stuffs like "ask ur gf acc u la."
she's not studying with me cause.
-her course dun requires her to pick up a pen
-i wan her to spend more time with her frens.
-i wanna study with ppl who have something to study
-i wanna save money.(u knw gf's nowadays.jk)

my exams commence one week later..
and i have test this coming week.
so pls... work with me... wahahaha.

i'm still not sure whether
do u really knw wat love means.
i need u to be more mature.
i'm not saying u r childish....
u r already more mature than ur frens.
but just more mature....
u r turning to be like them.
do u wan our outcome to be like them?.
i hope not.
(i dunno whether i am surppose to say the things that i just said,but just stay out of our affairs,its our concern... quek chen hua and goh yi ling's concern... not others.)
wow if ur frens sees this.. there is going to be a anti chenhua war.
hmmm...
who cares.. i love u..

I AM OUT OF MY MIND!!!...
THIS POST IS ONLY GOING TO LAST FOR 3 DAYS....
after 3 days i am going to delete to stuffs in grey

nameless creature

2007-07-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

see... i knw why quarrel can be good.
it strengthens relationship la!!!....

ELAIN GAY!!!.... meet up someday with meng and candace again.
eh mei... u got one friend named fang hui ah...
i think she is a very HANDSOME girl lo.
wahaha... without breast she is a handsome guy la...
wahahaha.

eh...i totally love my darling my baby my dear my everything la...
she is constructed by her parents perfectly for me!!!!
wahahaha... she can tolerate my bloodly temper!!!...
where the fuck can u find this kind of human being!!!...
thats why she's the best!!!!!!....

eh... i change my temper already la dear.wahaha
is u everytime do stupid stuff make me angry lo!!
wahaha.

ah long i think maybe u should try making ur own BLOG!!..
sure damn funny one...
i comfirm tag one!....
meet up soon stranger.

i and my baby is now loved to the max!!...
i'm gonna bring it to next level.
wahahahaha..!!!!!
huo mu huo!!! HUO!!!
LOLOLololOLolOl...

ok..recently went alot of places with my darlin.
novena(eat the rice ball thing n alot of korea n jap shop)...
sentosa cum vivo (raining=no tanning, carls jr.,movie.)
...etc...
and we watch alone,invisible target,etc....
i stayed over her house maybe like 3 times this week??
wahaha think her mum find me weird...
because i dun tok to her one
wahahahahaha her dad looks abit like christopher lee(lee ming shun)

i wanna watch flash point and a few more movies with baby.
i wanna buy the same phone with baby.
i wanna study with her and study her also.
wat else.... hmmm...
oh ya,... she recently kena shoot by her frens for not spending time
in sch and her frens becoz of me...
wahahaha... eh..
no.1 i did ask her to go sch... she tell me nvm one...
no.2 she doesnt have much time with me either.
(i have to stay over her house to spend more time with her)
no.3 she loves her bf (ME)LOloLOlol.

i think i need to spend more time with her mum...
wahahaha.

DARLING UR neighbour...(DA JIE)
is damn HOT!!!....
wahahahahah

LALALALALLALALA.

2007-07-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

i cant do anyting.
i feel like nothing.

rather be home using msn,watch tv?
i dun understand...
u left.
jus really gone...

whats love??

feelings gone.

wats happening?

i cant do anything for u to do anything right.

stress,pain...

u cant understand.. forever...

WHY.

friends are more impt?

u think for ur frens more than u think for me.

WHY.

i'm going fucking crazy already.
but i cant let u go.
retribution.thanks.

fucking stress.
exams.

FUCKED.

baby i'm back here

2007-07-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

i need a break from school!!!..
my god..
sch is like getting busier and busier
exams is around the corner.
i have to work hard.
if my grades drop,my parents is going to blame my darling
they will start saying stuffs like
'boy ah...can concentrate more on ur studies anot...
can dun everytime go out anot.... blah blah blah...'
I DUN WAN TAT TO HAPPEN!!!

oh ya, my aunty's mum just died ytd..
she fell down and have blood clot in her brain i think.
she died in china la.. so i think is because of the lousy hospital
that cause the death.
my aunt just flown back today.
i wonder how is she...sobzz

OH!. ytd was ebony n ting's birthday.
ytd was quite a fun gathering la.
hahaha andrain was there tooo.
erm... no comments...
guys its not i hate him...
I'M NEUTRAL...
so stop saying those press handphone la
and last time thing to joke can.
i dun understand...
u all wan me and andrain to be frens
but u all keep bringing up the old stuffs to say
??? blurz..

OH my darlin went to the celebration too...
the celebratin was at steph house.
had a bit of drinking session.
just abit. but nothing happen after she came my house
i swear...WAhahahHAHAHhaha

eh... clem is still in camp..
still owe ppl money...
eh!!1 i'm broke again!.
need money asap!...

darling went to sell her old clothes today

with her lover and mum all those i think

its behind cineleisure

hope she can have fun... dun wan her to be xin ku.

ppl now entrepreneur lehz.. wahaha

one last thing to blog!!..
recently i read a few blogs...
so cock!!!
nowadays ppl like to create to blogs with password or something
i mean... wats the pt?? i dun get it... if its so secretive...
just write it in the book???
then u can only show it to a few that u trust..
hahaha anyway.. its very easy to hack those passwords.
so no point.
wahahahaha.

HUMANS ARE VULNERABLE.

gniliy hog

2007-06-25T02:06:00.000+08:00

sch is reopening tml!!..
god saves the queen..

ALOT OF THINGS happen!!!

i was lost in holland.
i slove a few prob with my love.
i finish my mechanics tutorial 5.

ok not really alot.LOLlolol

although we love each other as much.
but...
there is alot of barriers holding us
back to love each other more...
hope the both of us can convince them darlin.

EH... DARLING!!!... damn sweet la...
wahahaha I LOVE U TOOOO!!~~!~!~!
blog more abt me!!!..
sounds weird... nvm...wahahaha

time.. look where we are and wat we came to
time.. sharing our dreams
time.. goes on. goes on and on. everyday
time...is wat it is...come wat may..

its a backstreet boys song...
i find it... hmmm nice and meaningful...wahahaha...
the title is 'TIME'...
ITS WAT WE NEED!!!lolOLOl.

i will not blame u for anything anymore.
but i need u to love me more.
you touched me..
you make me feel that u are the one...

i'm not good at sweet toking.
but at least i knw i love u.
my mind is able to capture
every frames of u to my heart.
the happy,the sad, everything.
my heart is full of you..
goh yiling. u r mine....

goh yiling!!... to me.. u r like one ENERGY in my heart.

FIRST LAW OF THERMODYNAMICS.

ENERGY cant be destroy nor created.
(meaning once its there its there)
its perpetual motion machine...
darling are you going to dictionary.com
to search what's the meaning of perpetual??
wahahaha.

therefore...
SECOND LAW OF THERMODYNAMICS.
doesnt occur in my dictionary.
curious abt wat is the 2nd law??
stay tune for the next entry..wahahaha...

2007-06-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

if i nv say it think u all will think they are together.
wahahaha...
left side.. is CHAN AILING!..wahahah
opps~.
she was drunk that day.

i nv take pic with yik shi.. so sad..
on the right is yik shi...
he is rich,handsome,DAMN FIT,and available.
which gal wanna knw him.. pls contact me.
wahahaha.
on the right is LIJUN!!! my 2nd GOD sis...
she is damn bloodly freaking tall la.
179cm.
but i taller.wahahahahaha
she was drunk too.

PI YANG,me and AH HAO...
IT WAS DAMN FUN MAN
it has been so long since
i had so much fun with my frens

me and long...... wahaha so cock.
ah long 'DUNNO' HOW TO DRINK.

*TRUST ME*

my darling drink quite alot that night..
wahahahaha...
she look so sweet!!!!

CLEMENT NV BRING TUTU OUT!!!!
poor clement going to NS

TRUST

2007-06-11T04:25:00.001+08:00

sometimes i feel that we are
as far as 2 worlds apart.
but sometimes i feel that we are
as close as one.

i will cherish wat we had and wat we shall have
i will put my heart to everything i do for u
i will try to love u like i nv love again
i will make u someone whom no one can take ur spot in my heart
i will try not to make u sad anymore
i will do wat i can to maintian our love
i will try to grant all ur wishes.

ppl say relationship is like a new shirt.
after a while, colours of the shirt will fade.
but to me...
u are like a white shirt,
waiting for me to add new colours to it everyday.

this few days happen lots of things.

clement going to ns
finishing zhuan jiao yu dao ai
*soon. 5 more eps*
went drinkin.
went dating[with goh yiling = my girlfriend].
had tiffs.
had smiles.
had my 2nd month with her
had our first time dating in pub
finished my MST
had a feeling i will not do as well as be4
but i wont blame her,ITS MY OWN FAULT
NOT PUTTING EFFORT IN STUDYING
i'm jus proving something to van.
wahahaha. ah long dun laugh... opps~
joling is not angry with me anymore
sry didnt really meant wat i said.
u misinterpreted
celebrated my 2nd sis birthday
celebrated my cousin brithday
think thats abt all. quite alot eh...hahaha.

i really finally realised.
i already have wat i need.

i'msick.i'mweak,i'mbadtempered,i'msad,i'mlonely,i'mstress,i'mlost
u'rthere,u'rstrong,u'rpatient,u'rsunshine,u'rmycompany,u'rfunny,u'rhere

i'minlove
u'rmine.

geylang geylang geylang

2007-06-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

she made brownies for me.
it tasted good man.

ytd i went to GEYLANG!!!
with my dear la.haha
quite fun man.
we meet my uncle then go eat.
my uncle really got tay ping hui aura la.
wahahaha like handsome sia plus the sense of security.
wahahahahahaha.

after that went for a stroll with my dar.
wahahaha. all the chi--na man all looking at her.
wahahaha. ANGRY.
wahahahahahaha.
their head all written how much how much how much.
nb.

hahaha. eh.... my studies ia making me stress!!!...
god saves the queen.
bth.

i starting to like takuya kimura already!
its not a porn star.
he is 木村拓哉
his show is like damn damn damn nice la!
every show got him i got cry.wahahaha
the hockey show,the engine.....
all damn nice!!.

i love GOHYILING
i love brownies!!!!!

sloved

2007-05-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

eh.today was a damn good day!!.

today had 2 tests.
screwed ESS
but think EM2 should be ok.

OK!. now the impt one.
today went to east side..
tam and changi.
damn ok.
wahaha at least both of us are not bored
and both of us have somewhere to go.
wahahaha.
kind of love today.lol

eh. i regain confidence in this again!.
wahahahaha. i love her la.

she told me
i am dead because.......
SOooOooo SweEEeeEet la!.lol

aiyo girls nowadays.
wahahahahahahaha....

so cock. i cant believe i am watching
gadzilla now.lol.wtf.

aiya aiya aiya

2007-05-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

eh. been through quite alot this few days.
heard of stuffs,advices,hints,shits.
realise sumthing.
ppl whom are good at sloving other ppl's problem
arent good at their own problems. lol.
finally my problem seems to sloved.
dunno really solved already anot.
but....hopefully.

eh. found out that its not easy to only
look at the positive side
ppl always tends to look at the negative one.

when u r sad, i feel ur pain
when u r happy, i feel ur joy.
............

do u feel the same?
will u really go to such extend for..........

2007-05-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

damn dead.

2007-05-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm.

actually i'm kind of stress.

school.
love.
family.
friends.

wahahaha.

i dunno wat i'm thinking man!

wat should i do?

karma??

what goes around comes around?

ok. i will face it.
i am having problems with my r/s
but i cant really determine wats fucking wrong.
haha

if van reads my blog
i think she will go "uh! serve u right"
guys this is pure assumption.
i have NOTHING AGAINST HER.
dun think she's that bad la.haha.
*finger crossed*

seriously i dunnno wat to do le.
talked to her already
but nothing come through.
hahaha.
i think i very ying chim la.haha
eh.but one thing.
i damn damn love her lah!

i think she's having a hard time coping with me also
wahahaha.
eh. i will try again.
TRUST!...

haven seen her for quite sometime.
my testes are coming.
extra stress.
god saves the queen.

unfortunately,
i'm attached and available.

2007-05-24T23:26:00.001+08:00

i am disappointed.
fuck off and die.
i am dead.

2007-05-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

eh.. today is quite a nice day man.
hahaha.
this week gonna end soon.
but didnt really enjoyed it lehz.
hahaha. been doing those e learning work
so damn tired from those shits.

today went to school to finish up some stuffs
i was reading herworld mag la.
i knw its a gal mag.
but then. it nv states that guys cant read it right!
i jus reading for the sake for my project.
then this gal ask me why i holding herworld!
CANNOT MEHZ!
cock.haha. but nvm la. its a babe.
wahahaha opps~.

today eat damn lots of stuffs also.
wahaha. ate ceral in the morning
bee hon in the afternoon
KFC 2pcs chicken meal at around 5
KFC zinger burger meal at 7!!!
god saves the queeN!!!

OH OH OH!.
today saw alethia.
shit dunnno how to spell her name.
haha. she is with her bf.
think they damn long le.
so envy lo.wahaha oh ya.
she was....

then straight after that i saw
yen ze... dunnno how to spell her name also
haha. erm. she is sad. she told me.
i dunno wat to do.
wahahaha. sorry cant help.haha
and she say why we guys can change gf like nothing happen
WTF!!!. eh. sometimes not we want one.
if not suit then why still 2gether?
right.
hahahaha.
most impt is happy la.

today got lots of thing to say. so bear with me.
recently heard some great voices.
THE AMERICAN IDOL!
sadly, after hearing those top 10 sing.
i feel singapore standard sux la
really damn bloodly nice lo!

sry to say sin standard not good la.
i am not good at singing either
so i dun have zhi ge say ppl
but i have picky ears la.
haha.
actually singaporeans not bad one.
juz that lots of ppl dun dare to go competetion.
sux lo. hidden talents.
hahaha.
come on. god gave you all good voices and talents to
share with the world.
dun be selfish.
but american idol really damn damn damn nice la!
everyone has their owe unique voices
and that is bloodly impt!

like jay chou. although his voice quality like SHIT
BUT! his uniqueness ROCKZ!
then u listen to his voice.*snap*
u knw its him.
damn pro la him.wahahaha.

oh ya. this whole week only get to see darling twice?
hahaha kind of miss her la!.
hope to see her soon.
hahaha

i am bore
but i dun feel like going out
how???

oh!!!
there is this ocean marathon
ocean 11 ocean 12 and ocean 13
damn nice.
hope she will watch with me.
if not i have to find a fren who is willing to
CAUSE I BOUGHT THE TIX LE!
32 bugs each. damn ex la!.
cannot ta han.
chek wye u r my back up.
if my darling dun watch, u watch u pay.
wahahahahahahaha.

ok i shall stop.
bye.

woooooo~.....weeeeee~...

2007-05-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow...
my darling actually blog something
that i thought she will nv blog abt.
ME!!!!...wagagaga.

ytd she came my house.
i meant monday.eh. no
tuesday...
we are jus too lazy to go out.
thats all..
hahaha.

okay. today!.....
i went out with both my parents and....
3 little MONSTERs!!!!!.
my 3 little cousin. wahaha.
damn bloodly cute la!.
wahahaha.
we went chinese garden to feed fishes.
wahaha the fishes were damn damn damn
HUNGRY!!!....
dunno why. maybe chinese garden no ppl one.
wahahaha. then went to see turtles!....
SO MANY TURTLES!!!
GOD SAVE THE QUEEN.
wahahaha.
damn damn damn cute.
and my mum super dirty.
she said. "eh, ah di ah.. look the turtle neck looks like....."
for those who dun understand.
she meant DICK HEAD.
she actually wanna say lan jiao tao one.
but got 3 kids la. so.... ya....
wahahahahaha.....
my dad laugh till like dunno what.
then my cousin start asking what she say.
wagagaga. idiot.
but the head really damn look like DICK lo!
for those gals nv really see dicks be4 can go chinese garden!.
wahahaha.
the entrance for the turtle thing is like 5 bugs.
but its really worth it la!.
so many dick heads....opps~.
wahaha. turtles are damn cute la!.
then i went play soccer with my cousin.
piangz... make me run here run there.
damn bloodly tired.
dunnno wats wrong with today's sun
damn big.wagaga
eh.i mean damn sunny.
think got tanned a little.
after that i meet my beloved one.
now home. damn damn damn damn damn tired!.

reading herworld now.
some topics abt sex. damn funny.
money spent today is totally worth it man.
wagagaga.

eh. back to smokin days.
sad to say.
no motivation after she smoked.
too bad. haha.

after a long struggle.
i feel that i actually

damn damn love her.
haha.
hope she feels the same.
haha.

i love i love.

wow

2007-05-20T03:44:00.001+08:00

wahaha.
THANKS CANDACE.
wahaha.
today saw alot of ppl!
saw my 2 wifes.
PEARLYN n KAIXIN!
and i saw SHI HUA.
god ppl are growing damn fast nowadays.

WENT to d.a.r.l.i.n.g's house today.
finally saw her dad.
haha scarened.
but quite friendly!...
juz came back from her house.
wahaha.

everyday she gain a step into my heart.
everyday i year to
meet her
hug her
hold her
talk to her
look at her
kiss her
etc.

but everytime after meeting her.
i felt...............
what's wrong?
self soul searching.
i love her.

HOLIDAY!

2007-05-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

OH YEAHSSSS
finally holiday lo!
E-LEARNING WEEK!.

OH GOD today cook steak!
damn bloodly nice.
my darling say she cook one.
but i am the only one touching the frying pan.
haha
although whole day i keep complaining tired.
butbutbut. i am not.
just tat nothing to say.wahahaha.

NOT BAD!.

EVERYDAY is a boring DAY!.
even with gf.
also a bit sianz.
maybe is the mentality
not becoz of my darling.
wahahahaha
actually i'm not sure! wahaha
but i love her la.
just sent her home.
now nothing to do then blog.

eh eh eh.
i am still not sure abt this man.
it still lacks of something.
nothing is right.dunnno y.
juz dun feel it.

she is part of my life now.
she affects my mood.
i love her more than she does.
i feel empty.
but i damn damn love her.
thats all. bye.

2007-05-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND.
MUACKZ.
DARLING!.
Happy 1st month anni !!

stress

2007-04-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

been in sch for like 2 weeks le.
soooo damnnnn tired of schooling.
everything is so difficult.
wahahaha...
so damn bloodly stress.
heng got ESS. wahaha quite fun though
the teacher the class.damn FUN.
stress relieve class.haha.

recently went to watch 200 pound with a babe.
wahahaha. damn nice that show.
funny cum emotional.
overall nice show.
someone beside beside me watch le cried.
wahaha i also cried la.
been wanting to take pic with that babe.
but still no chance.wahahaha

ytd went to watch wild hogs wif cw and gang.
damn damn damn damn funny la the show
cannot ta han.

sometimes in life ppl juz dun accept
the damn mother fucking truth...
accept it and live with it.

1st day...

2007-04-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

wow. today first day quite fun sia.
got a fun lect.
a hongkee lect.
and a boring lect.
but still not bad for first day!.

eh. i wan to watch movie!
which kind soul wanna watch with me?
wahaha.

oh ya. i meet up with a babe today
at jurong east inter
she is damn cock ah.
wahaha. and damn ego.

sch sch sch

2007-04-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

wa wa wa.

tml sch start
WTF hafiz diff class.
sianz...
minus one tok cock kakee.
WTF is wrong is SP.
poor HAFIzZzZz...

alot of thing happen over this few days.
too much things le...
dun feel like writing. damn tired.

signing off...
z.z.z.z.z
loves.

aiyo..

2007-04-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

11.19am

now i really understand wat ah long
meant by pain passes beauty remains.
but mine more like erm.
time passes beauty remains lehz.
haha

its like 6 of april going to 7 april soon.
still cant forget 3rd april.
its GREAT.

haha.hmmm.
today stand for like 1 and a half hrs
juz to collect my damn phone.

listening to 98.7 fm
they are talking abt...
after couples break up.
guys dun wan to meet up thing.
wahaha.
why u cant blames guy for
not wanting to meet up right
well its not wrong
not to meet up also.
so gals. face it. haha
we are not heartless.
we juz wan to [not see u??]
wahaha.
dunno lahz.
damn funny the DJs wahaha.
bth.
maybe gals are more sensitive.
opps.
haha

some gals are heartless at times also too.
juz that they dun feel it.
double opps.
haha

11.29am
listening to 98.7 fm
damn nice.

new hair?

2007-04-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

11.46 pm.

today went to cut hair!
although to others is like nv cut
but to me its good!.
haha

hmmm i might not be
as good looking as
some of my frens
BUT...
everyone will have their
good pts.
someway or rather.

hmmm. went to watch movie
with 2 BABES!!!
wahaha
my real sisters.
very hard to keep in touch
with them one.
damn bloodly busy.
always.

watched because i said so
so damn bloodly nice la
cannot ta han.
nearly cried again becoz of the show.
oh. i was late for the damn movie
coz play bball with longz.
play awhile only
but like asthma like tat.
think muz go for a jog liaoz.

oh ya. to fix my phone it will coz $880
crazy i won't fix it de lo.
rather buy new phone.
got a few in mind le haha.
confidential.

today's moon is quite mesmerizing.

whats that feeling?

its 11.52pm.
z.z.z.z

great things nv last

2007-04-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

12.09am
eating candy empire chocolate

today went to collect
my sis's skirt dress for her
at vivo.
its was quite boring there
but today is a GREAT day.

will nv forget april 3rd.
damn happy and damn sad.
haha
confidential......

everything has its end.
like how earth rotates
it will go back to the same place
after spinning 24++hrs.

i am SINGLE and AVAILABLE.
sad to say.

its 12.12am on my clock.
great day.

another boring day.

2007-04-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

its like 12.25am.
listen to songs.

ytd talk to linette
my god bro wahaha.
she juz look like li xiao long man.
wahaha
cant stand wahaha.
hmmm

sometimes i really
dunno wat i am waiting for

i am not going to be indecisive anymore.

actually i still dunnno wat to do
but...
i will figure it out very very soon.

oh. today watched shooter.
hmmm action packed.
conspiracy in gov.
blah blah blah.
shoot here shoot there.
but nt bad at all.
but not nice also
average show.
z.z.z.z.

issit no point?

12.34am
signing off~.

random fact #158 : i'm bored

new start

2007-03-31T00:55:00.000+08:00

12.56 am
juz got back home

WOW!! i finally get my slippers
a present from er jie... teo lijun!
wahaha THANKS!!
been with chek wye for like years
today then he past to me...
haha.

today watched movie with mr fun
talk abt lots of things...
happy , angry and sad.
nothing i cant talk to cw anyway haha.
today watched
FREEDOM WRITER
its a MUST watch show..
damn bloodly nice la.
very realistic.
after watching that show
i wanna say SORRY
to DENAN!!
sorry i made those awful comments on you
i am really sincerely sorry.

a human itself can be
very very unpredictable
cw should knw wat i mean.

today also went to find xiao qiang
talk a little
she show me her new lappy!
so envy lo
windows vista lehz
although very unstable
but still feel like getting one.
she is so afraid of leaving her lappy with me
wahaha scare i might spoile it or something.
haha.

oh ya.
today went to dental
lots of things happen
i cried.
but not because of toothach
but disappointed with my parents
i am gonna work hard.
extra hard.

i rmb ah long telling me that
having a licences that really belongs to you
then u will be contented.
so from now i gonna work part time
to pay my sch fees,driving things,dental stuffs
and my bills.

dun wanna my parents to pay for everything.

actually i really got lots of things to say today.
but some things are better
when they are left unsaid.

chi de ku zhong ku,
fang wei ren shang ren.

its 1.08am
not tired at all.
haiz.

boring days,loved blog!

2007-03-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

its 12.48 am now...
damn bloodly boring....

eh i damn love my blog la wahaha
so style whaha i created it myself de lehz...
the scrollbars also damn cute...
after a few time readers will get it de

linette tay is my model back in the pic
this pic really projects her character la!
at least to me it does.

i today nv even
step out of my house.
and...
tml must wake early!
for my dental thing.

haiz... boring days.
lonely nights.

its 12.51am on my clock
waiting for...

z.z.z.z.z

2007-03-29T04:05:00.000+08:00

now is like 4.06 am
so damn tired now..

juz finish modifying this old blog
i started at around 2 plus plus..

went to watch haunted sch
nt really scary though
its more like erm love story lo
haha...

today was kind of happy
because of one thing...
actually its more like
a word from a person
wahahaha damn happy...

today something happen too
someone cut hair...
hahaha...like damn nice la
but i said it was weird...
but it is really nice but weird...
haha...
nvm very contradicting...

today is my final day being so lazy le!!!
i got like so many things to do la
fix my phone
enroll bbdc
enroll swimming lessons...

oh.. my timetable come out le...
so damn....packed!
tuesday 8 to 4
thursday 8 to 5

but mon ,wed and fri till 12 only
wahaha~!!
but still got gems haven choose haha

4.19on my clock now
listening to tank - zuan shu tian shi
peeko~...

RECENTLY damn confused

2007-03-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

recently done lots of things

anyway recently went to clement's chalet
then went to my class chalet...
spent tons of money la...
damn bloodly broke...

recently made some choices
dunno whether its right or not yet
BUT... now i dun feel like
having anything in my mind
time to rest... sch reopening le ! @ #

recently someone did something sweet also...

recently got many things to think about..

but now...

DAMN PEACEFUL!!!...

no more msg from everyone
to ask me abt chalet stuffs..
wahaha...
i think this is the last time i organize le la...
stress!!!

oh ya recently also did some wrong things...

its 2.30am from my clock
damn tired from chalet le...
gonna slp NOW!

not really back yet

2007-02-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

wah...
sia la...
big diff sia...
this new blogger thingy...
it took me a few mins to understand
what is it trying to tell me man

aiyo very troublesome...

hmmm i had went to bang kok and hong kong with my gf...
and we had one hell of a good time over there...

ok...
now u all readers
(i dun even knw whether there is any one who still reads this old shit anymore)
must have realise that i dun change my blog skin oftenly...
its mainly becoz its too troublesome
and i have lots of other things better to do...

ok... next is blogging...
writing english for me ain't easy ok...
coz my eng sux... big time...
so whenever i type 5 words i backspace once...
so bear with me if i dun update occasionally...

dear readers...
may i knw who invented the word occasionally??
he is an asshole...
becoz it made me to rewrited it 5 times to get it correct...
the 2nd time i use it...
i still have to copy and paste...

ok now abt my life...
i had some retribution from past...
i am so called"suffering"
i dun knw wat to say
dunno wat to believe
dunno wat to do

all i knw is that
all i have to do is to keep my mouth shut
and nothing terrible will happen
haha...

but i still love you!!

i came to realise that love ain't easy...
whether to love or be loved

to love someone...

all u need to do is to shower love on he or she..
the rest leave it as it is...
dun even poke ur nose into any of it

to be loved..
sit there and wait to be showered by love...
dun complain..
dun tok
dun even breathe a word...
listen with ur ears
and think with ur mind

for both...
dun find any he or she to become ur spare tires
or else all u end up with is bad names and rotten fames...

for people my age...

dun get greedy
stay funky
dun be too obess with marriage
be open
dun get too serious
youth is impt dun wasted it

somehow...
i felt that everyone in the world is the same..

we wan attention
we wan to be rich
we wan to save ppl but to a extend that we will nv endanger ourselves
we wan to get into good books
we dun wan ppl to knw abt our nasty past
we like to act as though we already have everything
we like buying new good stuffs to impress others

ok maybe this maybe some of my own selfish thinking...
but search ur own soul before u say ("pls lor not everyone is like ur lor")
human will fall in to at least one that i have mention...

ok... i am finished!!!...
i am going to bed!!!
i have only slept only 10hrs for 3 days...
tml still must help clems paint his house...
GIVE ME A BREAK!!!

haha i hope i got a gpa above 3.75 this sem...

zzZzZzzzzZzZzzz

just another day of my life

2006-09-25T03:56:00.000+08:00

its 3:51 am
listening to the top 10 billborad charts of R&B in the world
hmmm not bad at all

Life with my dear is sooooooo good
but good things doesn't last
wat i meant is tat my sch is reopening soon
nothing else
haiz... 2nd sem start le...
dawn break must go sch le
haiz... i miss those days
waking up 2 to 4 pm...
hugging my dear...

but anyway... i am going to bangkok soon
depite of the coup i am still going!!!
haha
dun care!!...
i am going with my dearest dear
and some other friends of mine

hope sch will be fun!!!
oh ya i choosen astrology as my GEM
(general elective module)haha
i also dunno why i choose this but who cares...
i might like it heex...
now i have to choose my sports elective module... haha
choose weird weird one again??
who knws...haha

dear dear i love you really very much...
OBESSION!!!
DIE!!!
top in the billboard is......
sexyback by timberlake ft timberland
ended at 4:00am

Di|eMm@

2006-08-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

its 2:12am now
listening to ai de jiu shi ni
so so tired manz!!!

haha went to amk ytd night
but nv really slp properly
but nvm la main thing is tat dear did!!!

at night got one ppl dunno learn from ah ping or wat hor
snatch blanket lor!!! dunno who ar...wahaha
cold until cannot ar like north pole like tat
dream of some things also
just cant SLP!!! wahaha
cant blame that someone who snatch my blanket away also
wahaha

once wake le went straight to yishun to watch dear fight
waited waited and waited
FiNaLy start Le!!! wahaha
but luck is not on her side
she lost to a fat ass freaking tall girl lo
comparing height and weight lose le lo
but hor i think she fought quite well indeed
she only lose one pt lo
haiz....haiz...haiz....
dear u really very unlucky lo haiz..
but nvm i can share with u my luck haha
-.-"' lamez

went to meet any,ah heng,malcom,momo,galvin,mars,st and ah pui!!!
eat jap food together then went to starbucks to tok cock

then acc my dearto take MRT home then i went home also

this is how i ended my day....

DeAr i knw u r now in a dilemma
but i cant do anything to help
i only can comment
the rest is up to u!!!
"read the sign board in ur own road !!!"

issit vague enough???
haha i think only u,me,hy and malcom understand nia
haha

its 2:34 now
really have to slp le...
ZzZzZz
dear wan an!!! *MuAcKzZz*
18.07.06

ExAmS CoMmEncE!!!

2006-08-23T02:59:00.000+08:00

its 2:55am
damn tired!!

today woke at 10 to study thermo!!!
wahaha manage to chiong finish last chapter be4 exams...
regretted studying so hard for it lo
i stupidly go n memo every formula in the book
but every formula is given in the test!
only 1 or 2 didn't only
haha but anyway i knw how to do every qns
haha it was quite easy though
haiz my poor dear not so lucky
coz she got a difficult paper

after the exam acc hafiz and ahmad to smoke
they got caught throwing cigarette bud 200 BUCKS!!! each
haiz poor thing.

so i was considered very lucky today!!!
heex wish i could share my luck with my dear

after exam straight away chiong home cause very hungry
forget to bring money to sch!!!!
come back eat liaoz straight away ZzZzZzzz
haha then wake up a while to acc dear to talk
while she was one her way to tampi for training!!
haiz she got injured again haiz haiz haiz....
after we hang up i slp again until she reached home haha
but now still very tired haha
OpPs haha

my dEaR made a pic for me!! SoOoOo NiCe keKeX
i lOve It

3days nv see dear le.... haiz miss ya lots sia...

ended at 3:07
staring at electronic book
missing you dear
*MuacKzZz*

LoVeLy DaY!!!

2006-08-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

its 1:55am
my dear is slping on my bed

just came back from outside...
went to celebrate our 1st month anniversary!!!!
heez sooo happy manz...
we went to eat kenny roger
then to take neos
then go walk walk
actually wanna watch movie de but both of us very tired sia haha
then acc her to taekwondo training
then she came my house heez

wat a fruitful day manz!!!

love ya dear
not only now
but from the start when we are together
till.....

so happy when i am with her
i hope she felt the same
misses her whenever she's not around

no point saying i love you i love you over and over again right!
so i wan u to knw i love u from the bottom of my heart can le !!!

OH ya! DEAR!! i LoVe ThE pReSeNt u GaVe Me!!! tHaNkS aLoT!!!

AnD nO mAtTeR wAt hApPeN i WiLL AwAyS bE hErE WiTh YoU!!!

No SwEeT tAKiNg i'M SeRiOuS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good night dear!!!
<-----(she is at this position)
MUACKZ!

haPpY anNiVErsaRy deAr ! 18.08.06

its 2:04
i think i gonna watch bleach be4 i slp
18.07.06 n 07.08.06

a special day , having special moments with a special person

being - been - be happy with you together !!!

HapPy n SaD !i!i!

2006-08-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

12:25 Am
sitting on my chair stoning at the com

I GOT GF LIAOZ!!!! GoNg Xi Wo!!!
wahahaha

i finaLlY jia chu qu liAozZ

heex sOoOo hapPy wiTh Her wahahA

alThoUght thEre Is sOme MiNor QuarrEling

BUT i Am stIll HaPpY

aS lOnG as i Am With Her I Am HaPpy!!!

i knw her at ebonny's chalet

ah ping and ebon de birdday

knw a few of her frens like ah PiNg n erm jo...ni... dunnno wat one
haha sry ar
seen her once only

i was very very shock when i learn that she was 19 turning 20 soon but
she realli looked like 18 !i!i! haha

3 of my frenz whom i trust and like to be with

turns out that they dun like me!!

should i be sad or disappointed??

actually i am both haiz

its like i really wish u all can at least tell me wat happen
so that at least i can change or wat

i treat u all as frenz wat do u all treat me as ??
i really wonder
a clown?
ass-sucker??
boots-licker???

cant bring myself to write anymore . . ... ..

its 12:40
love u till the day u dun wan me 07.08.06

HoLiDaY??

2006-07-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

I PlAyEd my LaZt wEeK AWay!
I Nv gO tO sCh i Nv Do mY hOmwRk
I Nv ReViSe My WrK!
thAts The AfTeRMaTh oF WatchInG woRlDcUp

HaHa TodaE gO to Sch bLuR bLUr DuNno AnythinGy

WaTcHeD RecYcLe!!
SOOOooOOoo NiCE But u NEd ti UnDeRsTaNd The StoRy
CaUse Th Last PaRt Is OpEn EndED HeEz
BuT HeNgYOnG eXpLaIn Ed It To me And UnderStAND!
ItS A Bit OF hOrRoR aBiT Of ThRIeR A BiT Of ToUcHinG
GrEat ShOw!

Fang qi le ma??

fang qi le?

2006-07-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

oh England out lo as expected dunno why
poor beckham injured his leg sobzz
crouch SUX! hmmm but engand played well
c.ronaldo nv perform also...deco nv play
but still can draw port also very good heez
haha aiyo the ricardo so li hai so pro lo
he nearly saved every goal england shot
every direction he dived so accurate

BYE BrAzIl... chiong ar FRANCE!!

i hope in the end will be France Vs Italy
heez... big bets

hmmm...toothaching

been thinking and thinking
why do i like u
i dun even knw why
and i have no reasons to

maybe because i just wanna give ya happiness
and stop considering other aspects
character
interest
aim
prosective

tell u all one secret which is quite stupid

i almost given up studying
and wanted to work

becoz she said she prefered early family
becoz afraid of generation gap
and

we are not even together
wahaha
lamezz

let the memories of the both of us
where we toked happily on phone every night during hoildays
played basketball
tok at holland

every glimsp of u
every word u said

sinked into my heart

at least i knw i had did my best to love u with watever i had

before

i'll let it fade away along with time

sobz nitex last entry abt her n mi

LosTeNeD

2006-06-30T04:13:00.000+08:00

its 4.09 now

just came back from cycling
went to teban then to west coast
tok cock with frenz for like 4 to 5 hrz

so damn tired now sia!!!

hmmm
today went to sch a bit late
late only few mins nia
take back results sia
auto cad got 93%
mechanics got 84%
walau du lanz one silly mistake lo
or else 84% become 97%
i think my eyes are playing tricks on me that day
i calculated 588.sumthing lo
but i write 558...jump number sia
4D also nv so accurate

moon so beautiful today but only get to catch a glimpse of it

great scences should be only seen once
and let it fall into ur memory
no point looking at it over and over again
it won't be that great later
for those who nv saw it
its meant to be
so let it be

take care everyone!

hibernatezZzZz.... YaWnZzZz.....

strong feeling in u
that i juz can't let it go
unquestionable love

nothing

2006-06-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

this few days can't slp very well

realli very sorry if i nv reply my frenz

i didn't mean to

been thinking abt lots of things

there are like millions and trillions of words in my mind

but i am speechless here

not i dun wanna share but i just won't come out

do i have a choice?

2006-06-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

just woke up at 3.39pm
lying on my bed

ytd did alot of things
went to cini wif cw culmotino and andri
watched RV then story was quite meaningful
but its also hilarious haha..
then went to night cycle wit andri and culmotino
tok alot alot of crap from 12 to 4.30 haha

nearly run down by a big lorry

hengz*

straight go home went to bed slp till now

guess wat!!!... when i was in malaysia i bought 4D
i bought 0108 my birdday and her birdday
it OPEN!!! won 60 bucks sooo happy

maybe i prayed too hard haha

my heart is in a mist
lost in direction but feelings untouched
i hate to love sumone who dun
but i just simply loved her
an ambiguous dispense

MaLaysIa"S tRiP

2006-06-21T04:45:00.000+08:00

4.43am
21st june 06
in my beloved bed

went to malaysia this few days ya...
i went to JB ---> KL ---> IpOh ---> PeNaNg ------->

HoMe!! <--- MaCoP <--- CaMeRoN HiGhLaNd <----

haha went for like 5 days 6 nights haha...
haven even touch my work yet lo haha

ok i will start my story le...
members : me , andrain , ben , chek wye , andrain's parent

we started our trip on thursday night...
we went to tuas checkpoint and
we waited for 1 hr before we get our passport chopped!!!
the first half was very excited but everyone slp in the 2nd half haha
hmmm.. then we went to JB to have our dinner
after dinner we went straight up to KL and
visited andrain's mom de brother
and we all dome at his house...

on the second day, we went to sunway lagoon..
it is so damn fun lo..
haha... we all went to swim eat play...
as though we went back to our childhood man heez..
then chekz , benz , andrain and e went to shopping..
when we saw the shoping mall..
we all realise why gals love to shop so much
heez...we shop like we nv shop be4
spennd like 1000 plus there haha..
buy this buy that... anyhow how buy la...haha shiok!!!
then we went to watch the fast and furious 3 tokyo drift
so damn nice lo.. i meant the cars not the story... haha
then after which we went to IPOH straight
reach at uncle fred's house at 01.30 like that

that uncle fred's house hor is so damn dusty lo
chekz ben and i kept sneezing non stop lo...
stupid house... but we still manage to slp at last

the next morning we went to meet aunty janet and
she treat us lunch at restoran haha
then we went to alot alot of temple sia..haha
prayed for my family , myself , my future heez...
we ended our day with templeing and eating sia...haha
then we start our journey again to PeNaNg!!!

we checked in to a hotel at abt 2??
but someone was expecting us... MR TAN!!!
not that mr tan... is another mr tan la...
haha...hmmm..
he brought us around see see look look EAT EAT EAT!!!
and we went back to the hotel

the next moring we went to eat the famous char guay tiao...
so delicious haha... long time nv eat good food le..
sin food is so much inferiorto the ones in penang
everything started with penang is nice haha
like penang char guay tiao penang laksa etc
haha... then we went to temple again!!!...
but this time a little bit diff
there is a wishing tree!!!
take th orange connect to paper de then throw onto the tree de
stupid chekz throw it on the cable...haha

then we went back to uncle fred's house
in case u forgotten...the alot of dust de!!!
all of us have to clean up the damn room lo
but after that we have some fun in our soccer game and swimming
haha.. then we went back to the kondominum wahaha

the next morning after our lunch we went to cemaron highland
we reached there like 7 to 8 like tat
environment is so damn cold lo haha
breathe got smoke come out de haha
then we went to ktv to sing...hotel de ktv
drank the stupid beer...nothing compare to sin de haha

when dawn strike we went to various farm to buy cactus
and bought some honey!!
after swirling around the mountain we drop by a nearby fast food
which is A&W wahaha.. its been like 4 years since i ate A&W lo haha..
old sch sia haha.. but very very nice..heez...
then we when to MACOP to visit andrain's uncle
then we reached andrian's house at 12 TODAY haha
i stupidly left my passport at andrian's house sia

if u are wondering wat we are doing in the night when are not slping
we are watch soccer... nothing else!!!

wa lau finally say finish my story le...haha

i dun even knw whether it is right or wrong to like now

refreshing myself

2006-06-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

its 3.24 now
in my house
lying on my bed using lappy

betting in soccer lately ya...
very very jia lat...
buy 4 match only win 1...
lost 80 bucks won 73 buck...
total profit is still -$7 haha...

hmmm going off to malaysia lo!! tml... haha...
today must slp till full ar.....haha....

haiz... have been observing my frenz lately...
kind of disappointed in some of them cause
some u treat them like gold them treat u like grass
haiz...saddist sia...

hmmm... it has been 6 months le!!!
happy half a year anniversary for me waiting for her heez..
although can't be together with u...
but by just chatting u over on phone
its enough!!!! wahaha

a tiny winy bits crazy le...

how now brown cow!!!

haha....

just slpt for 8 hrs from 2 to 10.. now damn awake lo...

nv nv reveal how i really feel...its complicted

freeing my mind

2006-04-30T04:47:00.000+08:00

its 4.45am now...

crashing over at andrain house....

haiz... listening to songs that pushes me back into my memos...lots and lots of memories...have a very very bad gan jue....haiz...i think i am just not the one for her... i guess i have to think of forgetting her from now onwards...just being friends might be the best wakening up call for me.... being in this whirlpool for like jus too long hmmm shouldn't say is a whirlpool it is more like my pure feelings for her i think..haiz...really really miss those days when she called me and spell out her feelings so on and so for....haiz...to forget her is easier to say than to be done....really dun wanna let go this man...5 months is a long long waiting for me and i guess all the coldness that i got from her is just pushing me beyond my limits of waiting for her....its just not that i can't wait... but u can't just wait for someone that doesn't even have a feeling for u right... i have already tried lots of ways to grap your attention but i guess i ended up entertaining myself....haiz.... it seemed like waiting for u is very xin ku... but from the bottom of my heart it is not sad...but more of disappointment from u..hmmm..but everytime when i dream of being together with u.. it evens up everything and i even feel that everything is worth while... anyway...u are worth my waiting...i may be trying to forget u now...but its just maybe... i dun even knw whether i am able to let it go that easily... very very stress lately.... hopefully when days passes i can show just a little significance in u just a little... not putting much hope in it well lets make it just a wish... and just wanna let u knw that u make a great great singnificance in me...now i can only say that i love u very very much...hopefully it dun turn out that forgetting u is my only alternative...

it is now 5.11am...
u are always in my mind until the last breath i have

2006-04-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hmmm… I has been quite some time since I blog last time le… guess nobody see my blog also so dun need to update…wahaha… hmmm… gonna talk abt so of my poly life le….studying in SP gonna 2 weeks le… at the beginning I thought my course woulb be very tedious… but it turns out to be ok only…wahaha… actually every wed and fri dun need go sch de… but change schedule le only fri dun need go sch sian!!... this week is a boring week last week was more fun… cause speech day!!...it was soooo fun at the speech day.. I am so damn happy lo… cause I took pic with HER!!!... wahaha… its like very long nv see her le.. the took pic with her….aiYO!! can’t express the happiness inside my heart sia… sooooo fun…wahaha

It has been 5 months since I like her le…but there is still no nothing… but at least I am sure of one thing… which is I am not gonna give her up ya… finally come up with a answer tat I felt ambiguous abt wahaha… crazy de… dunno should be sad or happy sia.. haiz… hmmm….
all the best to all students in ctss for the upcoming exam...especially to her...heez
BeTtEr StUdY hArD yA!

things....undone...

2006-03-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm... WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!.... Ai Chuo ma?....haha... getting optimistic le... but doesn't mean give up oh! heez...

how how how... going to have a match on tuesday!!... will coach use me?? haiz... hopefully heez....

these 2 days must train hard le...

I GONE!

WOW!!!

2006-03-08T13:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm... its has been sooo long since i update le... haha bo bain internet connection sot sot de.... aiyo....it has been abt 2 months le since i last blog...hmmm... I AM STILL HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM!!! haiz... die die die.... i am still far far away from my "desire"...haiz haiz haiz....

anyway... i really miss my fren from CTSS and MI!!! haha... my OG mates my MI class frenz...
hmmm... has been sooo long le... nv see u all at all... except sharon.. saw her in cini...

hmmm... i had been posted to sin poly to study aero thingy... hmmm... dunno wat kind of life would there be like...haiz... gonna suffer le....but it is still beta than staying at home rot...

MiNd!

2006-01-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

haiz... it had been days since i tok to her... haiz... sianz...having another kind of thinking le... rather hopeing to be ur stead.. i'll be the one that u will always go to when u have problems with anything...but still!!...i prefer to be ur stead..haha...
haiz... having lots of family problems.. frens problems... bball problems...and my "desire" problems.....
everything around me is happening too fast... haiz... hope one day is 48 hours... so that i could finish everything on time...
hmmm... chinese new year is around the corner and cts gal bball is starting soon... soo... all the best to everyone for everything....gong xi fa cai

sadz

2006-01-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

haiz... sadz... dunno wat to do now.. very depress?... aiya dunno how i feel la... feel very ambiguous..haiz...

Sadden , demoralize , depress , dishearten

in or out?

2006-01-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

wow.. finally say it out le!!haha is it good thing?? or bad thing... aiya dunno also...

haiz... dunno wat to do now le.. think i will just act everything as normal ba... haha.. hmmm...ai yi ke ren zhen de heng nan!!!....

haiz... gonna withdraw from MI soon le... realli can't stand the rulez... haha... very boring also... gonna miss my frenz over there esp my OG!!!... haiz... sob sob... leaving u all soon le...

toking conference... realli sry to my frenz that are finding me nowadays cause... i really really kind of busy ya... but now all back to square one le...very very free le!!

take good care my FRENX!!

Anticipate , expect , hope , eagerness , keenness , glumness , pessimism

hopez gone

2006-01-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

just now walk to bus inter alone... and started to think abt lots of stuffs... haiz... i really dunno wat to do...wat have i done to make u be so cold to me??...i am really trying very hard to start a conversation... but everytime like got snub by u... haiz...

hopez hopez hopez...

Miserable, poignant, gloomy, depressing, heartbreaking, heartrending

happy or sad?

2006-01-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

ytd had lots of fun with my OG mates... they are so damn funny man... now in diff class le... sure miss them de... haha...went to skool ytd...help out mr tan.. and then went to town to meet my OG mates... me and ben were soooo late lo...haha watch eliz... town... quite boring but very romance...haha... after watching then went to take neos..haha... i looked so crappy..haha when i reach home i am like half dead.. but still manage to talk to net and shirl for a while until i went silence on the phone...haha... sry!! i can't help it!!

today was very very boring!!... stayed at home for the whle morning and afternoon... then went to training in the evening...come to think of it... i really dun think i am good enough for this sports...hurt my old injury again during a 3 on 3..haiz....sianz...

although u might not be there whenever I need u…however whenever u need me u just have to call me up...and i will be right there for u...

haiz… have been hu si luan xiang lately….or it is zhao si mu xiang…haiz haiz haiz… stepped into a endless road…where there is only a slim chance of turning back…

ambiguous!!, equivocal!!, obscure!!, recondite!!, abstruse!!, vague!!, cryptic!!, enigmatic!!

2006-01-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

this morning wake up damn early for my training!!... but when i reach there only got me and hong... sianz... others are late!!...but training still goes on... after training i straight away run down to sch to help mr tan to do stuffs... but all my efforts went down to drain... haiz... dun wanna tok abt it le...sianz...

went to play bball again.... with net xiao qiang hong ...just play for fun nia.. then it started to rain le...

after which i and hong rushed down to boon lay place to take our pay and have a feast there haha... then i must rush home and go jurong cc again...

meet up a very very old friend who lived nearby my house we knw each other for abt 11 years?... haha... we went to a 24hr coffee shop and have supper... then strolled to the canal to grossip haha....both of us had so much fun!

Love vanquishes time. To lovers, a moment can be eternity, eternity can be the tick of a clock.

GoOd DaY!!

2006-01-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

OmG!! ytd i have a toothache!!!! sooooo damnnnnn pain man...but now ok le...heng ar.... actually promise mr tan to go back to sch help him do things de... but my orientation thingy take up too much time le... so bo bian... asked alot of ppl for help to help mr tan do things tml... i am sooooo sry mr tan...

today!! is a very special day!!... my clan Group ORION WON..... we broke the tradition man!! my clan is like we have lost every of our competetion against other 5 clans... but we still WON!!! we are like WOW!!!...i am like so damn happy man!! haha...if i were to write everything down it would take like 3 pages haha... soooooo dammnnnnn fun lorz.... haha
SLs and SCs RoXzZzZz...

2006-01-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

haiz... this morning wake up late again... but fortunately i managed to persuade my mum to drive me there.. but!!! lots of grousing !@#$!...haha.. had some fun today in MI but still!!! boring!!!.... actually wanted to go jogging de... but rain!!!haiz... sianz... so today come bback home early!!!

when u are not around... a day seemed like eternity

whenever u need help i will always be here!!! just call me ya...

boring vs sianz

2006-01-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

haiz... sianz.!!!! today is a very very boring day manx!!... woke up in the afternoon and find myself not in MI dancing...and ended up going back to ctss to see mr tan...wanted to play bball but raining!!! haiz... sianz...

W!55 n 5_l_ol

TiReD!!! & ApOlOgY!!!

2006-01-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

reached MI 6.50 today... and guess what!! i nv slp at all!!! isn't tat amazing!!! haha... but keep dozing off when the DM is toking... too much crap le... haha... dun really feel like going tml lo...

wat makes it double is that i went straight home after school... actually wanted to slp... but!!! got bball training... haiz... so went to bball training... soooooooo tough... actually ok only nia la... but still!!! very tired ...

haiz... there is too much things happening at once le!!! i dunno wat to do!!!

hey erm... S.... i am really very sry!!

AnTiCiPaTiOn

2006-01-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

haiz..woke up at 2 this afternoon...lied on my bed and starting sobbing.. thinking abt sumthing...thinking of sumthing that i shouldn't be thinking of...HER!! haiz...stared to the space and started wondering why am i so silly!! thinking of her now and then... just can't get her out of my mind... she is so craved in my mind !!...haiz... Mesmerised in/by her smile!!...

after returning back to sanity..went bathing and meet up linette to buy stationery then meet hong and wenqian to play basketball at west coast there... then li min ian and darren came down... have quite a fun game until it rainz!!!...

ytd is the last day of conferencing le... sianz!! will miss u guys de!!! all the best clementeens!! haha....

Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove - Shakespeare

2006!!!

2006-01-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

wow!~!! ytd had quite a great day... went to eat secret recipe at sun tec wit alot of ppl... like erm ben fun drian rick ling kx steph lyn and one dunno who... haha... the mushroom chicken sux!! nv nv nv go there again... my first and last time... haha...i think my grandpa can cook better then the chef... and the stupid waitress wif tat stupid atittude nearly spolied my day...

recieved a belated christmas card from steph...[its so sweet of you... thank u very much!!!]

then we went to durain shell to watch fireworks but we reached there rather early so we decided to go to a pub at marina south... coincidentally we ran into xian shirl ali and frenz at durain shell be4 we left...

when we reached the pub..it seems so weird...anyway onli me ben drian rick and steph went to the pub... ben and steph were first to be spotted under 18...and i drian and rick are saftely mature enough to order a few jags of beer wahaha... alots of things happened in the pub it is so fun....

i and drian started to drink faster and faster...drian got high first closely followed by me... drian is so crazy!!!...we started singing then walking in zig zag... steph didn't really enjoyed herself actually...i think she wanted something more fun!!haha...its not that we are boring its just that it doesn't suit her...

after that we rushed to durain shell again to catch the fireworks... its soooooo nice!!!!

previously we had plan to go to another pub to celebrate after the fireworks... but there is no transport!!!... so we drop the idea...then we laz around orchard scearching a cab for steph but there is no cab!!! then rick asked for help from his sis.. then his sis drove us to old changi road to grab a bite...until abt 5 in the morning then she send us to clementi... i am so lucky!!! cause my first bus 99 started at 0530...reached home abt 6 to 7... and listen to songs till 8 then drop dead on my bed... wanted to eat breakfast wif frenz de... but just couldn't help it !!! sorry!!....

when i woke up... i call up xiao qiang hong shirl and xy to ask whether they wanna go jogging anot... so we ended up jogging from 4 to 5 sumthing i think... then i started raining...then went to shirl house to bi yu... aiyo!! the baby co cute... but he pulled my hair!!! arg!!!....

haiz... everytime i see u... i dunno wat to feel...to avoid or to love?? puzzled!!! help me!!! fallen from the edge of a cliff deep down to a place where there is nothing but lonliness...

THE HIGHER YOU HOPE THE DEEPER YOU FALL

2005-12-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

haiz... sianz!!... conferencing but nobody is toking... the more i tok the more sad i am... haiz... falling deeper and deeper into it... why??.. i hope i knw... stupid?? silly??...

today went out to jogging... doc say can play basketball but nv can't run...i run faster than linette!!! and elaine!!!...then went to railway track...then so suay rain... then went to elaine place to bi yu...then me and linette went to queensway to see ankle guard... but in the end nv see anything.... sianz.. then saw shu ting,pearlyn and ai ling.... such and conicidence!! but guess wat,... i saw yik shi and hadi outside!Pearlyn my BATMAN SHOES!!!...in the end me and linette went to bowling...wahaha... guess wat i lose to her OH MY GOD!!!

i now very very depress ar!!... haiz... wat should i do?... i can't stop loving her but i shouldn't be!!!

haiz... i really dunno wat to do man...

THE HIGHER YOU HOPE THE DEEPER YOU FALL

My |eG!!! RiGhT On ThE CuE

2005-12-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

HaIz... today go tui my leg... the chinese doc say can't play basketball!!! for two days.. haha... SIANZ!!!!... hmmm... recently fallen in love with a gal... actually didn't wanna step into another relationship any more le... but.... she is soooooooooo dunno how to say... attractive??... she is like the south pole and i am the north pole...wahaha... diaoz...-.-'''....everytime i tok to her i tell myself dun fall in love wif her... but i still did... all gravitys fault... haiz... ai le yi ke bu hui ai wo de ren... sadz!!!...

haiz...just got my com repaired but still!!! everything also dun have... must install here install there...sianz!!.....

new year coming soon le... dun think my stingy mum will give me much... sux!!! haiz... so much things to buy!!!... hope my dad will be my path to my light..haha...diao...

lend a book from karmeng but dunno where to start...haiz... very chim lehz....

shirleen till now haven lend me her book!! haiz... my disc also nv help me burn...sianz...

who got nice song!! send to me online!!!....

haiz... things nv get better... ytd went to training... i was so excited but in the end raining then nobody come then no training... sianz!!!haiz... sianz...

haha i think i will stop grousing le... hmmm... SAT got fireworks must go watch!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

I'm BAcK!!!

2005-12-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

FiNaLy!!.... O levels is over... at home nothing to do... just quit my job... slacking at home... tml still have basketball training...sianz!!!... finding something to do everyday... Anyway.. school is starting soon so i wish everyone studying in CTSS..my EX-school...HAPPY STUDYING!!... my school is also going to start soon... so everyone jia you!!!....

Last entry?

2005-05-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm... got nothing to do... so i will just tok abt my life...since young my dad is very strict on me...but he is also the one who always pampers me..started in a poor family until my dad's business went well...my dad use to sell ducks and pigs in market...until now a boss of his own in a hardware shop...he always tell me and my sister's his story..when he leave house and became a gangster...and return back...and turn over a new leaf..bla bla bla...i think he just want us to cherish wat we have now and study hard for our own future..and dun end up like him... working 13hrs a day..7 days a week and 4 weeks per month..only get to rest during new year...

when i reach a age whereby i knw how to think for my parents...i actually regretted...by the way tat i have treated them before..tats why i always do wat they say nowadays... one day i may or may not become a parent myself too... try putting urself in their position...its not esay at all..the bills they have to pay... the stress they have to endure during work... when they come back from work... wat they wan is most probably some care and concern from their child and good grades from skool...which parent in the world dun wan their children to do well..the least we could do now is to become a filial child and try to accomodate with their expectations on us..hmm..

i use to be quite bad tempered...during sec 1 to 3 maybe its just tat i wans to seek some attention from ppl...until i realli qrown up now and starting to realise tat in this world nobody owns u anything...u have to strive for watever u wat... some ppl may think tat i haven grown up a bit... especially those tat i had offended....i dun blame u for hateing me... but i just hope tat u would forgive me for my inconsiderate and childish action tat i have done previously...and i believe they are magnanimous enough to forgive and forget. i regretted wat i have did in the past...i am very sorry...

my uncle told me once before...... "the future of urs lies in ur own hands... nobody can ever take it away from u...when u grow up... whether u wan to drive a lorry or drive a mecedes benz is all depends on u.." and "so wat u become a nerd...so wat u are out of trend...ur future is far more brighter than theirs"

when in when into normal ad i was quite sad and depress and almost wanted to give up... but he came to me and said "ppl in the express are just taking a lift but u are climbing the stairs...in the end both of u are going to be on the same floor sooner or later...so why give up there are still lots of opportunity out there.."
(there is no descrimination from the content)
but these words realli inspired me..

All i can say is tat... nv look down on urself and always think for ppl around u... ur friends especially ur family...

I think i have said enough... i just hope ppl will understand wat i wrote and the purpose of it...some may think it is bull shitting but just think abt it...u might be in where i was previously...

stress

2005-04-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

haiz... very very stress ar...bao yin lai liaoz...haiz...regret...................

HmMm

2005-02-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm... five more days to one month since i last updated my blog... been kinda busy with my studies lately.... hmmm....have a chemistry test tml.... trying my best to study now...but end up writing my blog....haiz... focus programme is going to commence soon... have to stay in school till 5 p.m every day... its gonna be a tough one...tml will be my big day le... recieveing my O' level's results... can't wait to take it... but very nervous upon taking it....so... hope tat everything will go well for me....KaMbAtE!!!

heez

2005-02-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

wahaha...i pass my a-maths retest...haha...but there is still careless mistakes...haz...or else can get full marks.... stupid ADI... get full marks for the first test and full marks for second retest also...ArG!!!....everytime full marks not sianz ar!!!....

wahaha... got 4 hours of CIP hours already....help Boon Heng(Bean Sprout) to put up chinese new year banner...i studied 5 years in ctss and this is the first time i got to go up the roof...sound very mountain turtle(sua ku)...but i can nv forget this experience...hahaha....

WISH ALL MY FRIENDS A EARLY HAPPY NEW YEAR...

!!! XIN XIANG SHI CHEN !!!

!!! XUE YE JING BU !!!

!!! GONG XI FA CHAI !!!

Ha|z...

2005-02-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

i failed my first a-maths test of this year...haiz... lots of careless mistake... should check be4 handing in....REGRET!!!....haiz...no mood to write le... haiz....bye....jo i update le...

AfTeR WoRk

2005-01-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

Haiz... have been working all the way for this weekend... just came back from work...dead beat...haiz... Weekdays is going to start tommorow... haven even pack my bag...homework all not done...there is still so much of things to be done for DnT...haiz...and if i am not wrong,Mr Ng is gonna come back tml...haiz...in addition to all tat...tml's P.E most likely is CONDITIONING!!!...Wa SiAnZ!!!...what kind of life is this man.....StReSs!!!...anyway... All the best to MiCh and her TeAm MaTeS for their match tml...and and and...All the best to Li MiN and her TeAm MaTeS for their match on tuesday...TaKe CaRe EvErYbOdY!!!

_JaA_nE_

_KoNbAnWa_

2005-01-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

Today very very sianz... still got lots of un finish things to be done....toking to kai xin now... she call me to update my blog so here i am... and the michelle also say my blog very cold -.-'''.Haha...i went to watch the soccer match ytd!!! SINGAPORE VS INDONIESIA... singapore WON!!! FINALLY there is something for us to be proud of...we had a great time there man... especially ADI!!!...haha...he is all time singapore fan dude...Ole Ole Ole Ole !!!haha...Hmmm...anyway if anybody got any Mozart's or Beethoven's musical song can send to me?... ArIgAtOo-GoZaImAsU!

_MaTe_Ne_

_KoNbaNwA_

RuShInG

2005-01-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

Wa... siao liao... my DnT have not finish yet...tomorrow have to hand in already...HOW!! HaIz...walk one step count one step...guess what...thats not all!!...my A-maths teacher still give us 30 questions for our homework....HaIz...In addition... Fu ChEw still gave us 18 questions of probability...die le la...

Hmmm... today is wee chee's big day.... hope everything goes well... all the best bro....

_JaA_nE_

_KoNbAnWa_

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MiNd!

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hopez gone

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GoOd DaY!!

boring vs sianz

TiReD!!! & ApOlOgY!!!

AnTiCiPaTiOn

2006!!!

THE HIGHER YOU HOPE THE DEEPER YOU FALL

My |eG!!! RiGhT On ThE CuE

I'm BAcK!!!

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